Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Heat lingers on my sides from his touch. And I’m reminded of what I was willing to do with Willem. I push away the shame-tinged thought and step into the room alight with candles, where Arie is stowing his gun under his mattress. Then he strides toward the potbelly stove, where a round tin smells of broth.
“Hungry?” he asks, blunting the awkwardness.
“Not just yet.”
A quick nod, and he diverts to conversation while stirring. “So I’ve got news,” he says. “I lined up a fella today for a handoff by the hospital.”
I’m trying to track the relevance, still collecting myself. “Sorry. This is for…?”
“For Nel. You asked how I’d get her to safety fast, before I’m able to grab Evelien.”
“Sure—of course.”
“The guy is Nel’s uncle. Her usual connections are all up north. But she sent me his way, so no reason not to count on him. I met him just briefly, but he seems okay. He isn’t part of the network, but for her, he’s willing to risk it.”
“Well, good. That’s splendid, then.” I extend a smile, which Arie reciprocates. When he returns to stirring, I go to sit on the bed but think better of it and detour to settle on the chair. “Speaking of news”—recalling the main reason I’ve come—“I actually have a bit of my own.” In the candle’s glow on the table, I present the two bottles from my cardigan pockets, not with a stage flourish but close. “I believe these ought to be useful.”
“Oh, yeah? Whaddya got?” Abandoning the soup, he strides over and attempts to read their smudged labels. I save him the trouble.
“The clear one’s for anesthesia. Ether, I’d guess. And the amber one is a sleep tonic.” Mrs. van der Meer might have intended for me to choose between them, but the combination seems ideal to knock a person out quickly and for a lengthy stretch.
At Arie’s bewilderment—likely figuring they’re for the Zieglers and thus ready to discount them—I plunge into my idea: about Nel and a dozing nurse swapping places, along with their outfits. It’s a classic trick of hiding in plain sight, I tell him, and better than his existing plan of using extra bedding to pass for a body.
“And yes, I know that worked at the orphanage,” I say, preempting his pushback. “But a hospital’s a different story. I wasn’t being guarded and checked on at night. As you’ve said yourself, the longer you can delay the search for all of you, the better. You could even hide in the city till morning if need be.”
I don’t delve into why that option might be preferred. One topic at a time. Instead, I wait for him to brighten with approval.
A response that doesn’t come.