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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Heat lingers on my sides from his touch. And I’m reminded of what I was willing to do with Willem. I push away the shame-tinged thought and step into the room alight with candles, where Arie is stowing his gun under his mattress. Then he strides toward the potbelly stove, where a round tin smells of broth.

“Hungry?” he asks, blunting the awkwardness.

“Not just yet.”

A quick nod, and he diverts to conversation while stirring. “So I’ve got news,” he says. “I lined up a fella today for a handoff by the hospital.”

I’m trying to track the relevance, still collecting myself. “Sorry. This is for…?”

“For Nel. You asked how I’d get her to safety fast, before I’m able to grab Evelien.”

“Sure—of course.”

“The guy is Nel’s uncle. Her usual connections are all up north. But she sent me his way, so no reason not to count on him. I met him just briefly, but he seems okay. He isn’t part of the network, but for her, he’s willing to risk it.”

“Well, good. That’s splendid, then.” I extend a smile, which Arie reciprocates. When he returns to stirring, I go to sit on the bed but think better of it and detour to settle on the chair. “Speaking of news”—recalling the main reason I’ve come—“I actually have a bit of my own.” In the candle’s glow on the table, I present the two bottles from my cardigan pockets, not with a stage flourish but close. “I believe these ought to be useful.”

“Oh, yeah? Whaddya got?” Abandoning the soup, he strides over and attempts to read their smudged labels. I save him the trouble.

“The clear one’s for anesthesia. Ether, I’d guess. And the amber one is a sleep tonic.” Mrs. van der Meer might have intended for me to choose between them, but the combination seems ideal to knock a person out quickly and for a lengthy stretch.

At Arie’s bewilderment—likely figuring they’re for the Zieglers and thus ready to discount them—I plunge into my idea: about Nel and a dozing nurse swapping places, along with their outfits. It’s a classic trick of hiding in plain sight, I tell him, and better than his existing plan of using extra bedding to pass for a body.

“And yes, I know that worked at the orphanage,” I say, preempting his pushback. “But a hospital’s a different story. I wasn’t being guarded and checked on at night. As you’ve said yourself, the longer you can delay the search for all of you, the better. You could even hide in the city till morning if need be.”

I don’t delve into why that option might be preferred. One topic at a time. Instead, I wait for him to brighten with approval.

A response that doesn’t come.