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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

“Right away,” he goes on, “Ma had me write to Thea. I told her how Pop insisted he’d cover the return passage for them all to come home. She was real grateful, but they’d started a family, a new life, she said, and besides, the government had a neutrality deal. Then Hitler invaded, and her letters stopped. So Ma started writing Thea herself. We heard nothing back, but folks in town said it was the same for them, that the mail just wasn’t getting through.”

The fact I wasn’t there for the family through all this stirs me with guilt. But then I recall what I witnessed tonight, and with it, my need to be objective. I find an excuse to distance myself by settling on the chair as Arie downs another gulp. Regathering my queries, I latch onto one posed by Bogart—validly, it now seems. “So you transferred into intelligence. They say from the Corps of Engineers, that’s no easy doing.”

He shrugs in agreement. “My language skills helped, learning some German too. Still took plenty of persistence and rubbing elbows to get the okay. I just figured an intelligence post was the best way to at least keep tabs on the area.”

“To gauge if your sister’s family was safe.”

He nods, resting his flask on his lowered knee. “With my level of clearance pretty limited, I wasn’t going to find out much. But it was better than doing nothing while we waited for word from her.”

“Did you? Hear from Thea?”

“Eventually did, yeah. Got a smuggled letter about their going into hiding.”

My delight over the letter’s arrival swiftly dissipates at the idea of the families living in such fear. Impatiently I prompt, “And then…”

“And then, I went to Moretti for a favor. In addition to looking out for you,” he clarifies. “I asked him to sneak a letter to Thea through an agent on one of his drops. Told him I needed my sister to stay strong, to hear she wasn’t forgotten.”

While the sentiment is sound—even through their separation, Arie always spoke of her fondly—a gap in his recount tugs at me. “How’d you know, though, where to send the note?”

“She told me. In her letter.”

“That…seems terribly risky. Don’t you think?”

“Would’ve been, if she hadn’t used a code of sorts. She was always real smart like that.”

Intrigued, I raise a brow automatically, spurring him to explain.

“She wrote about us playing hide-and-seek as kids, using the basement of a brewery. Except there was never any brewery,” he says. “I got the hiding part. The rest stumped me until I ran it past my folks, and Ma remembered from earlier. Thea had written a few times about a fella named Brouwer, a shipping associate of Jacob’s father. He and his mother would come for dinner on occasion. So you see?”