Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
He’s answering me, I realize, though I scarcely see how this pertains. I supply what he already knows: “Your mother would toss them in a drawer, unread.”
“Yeah. I thought so too. After about four years, apparently the stamps and postmark switched—not from Wisconsin anymore, the Netherlands. At some point, my mother gave in and read one. Wouldn’t write back, on account of pride of course, but wound up going through them all.”
Having lived under the family’s roof during that time, through all those letters and years, I admit to him, “I had no idea…”
“None of us did. The thing is, Jacob—that’s Thea’s husband—he first came to the States with his brother. By the time the market crashed, the brother and wife had two boys. They tried to stick it out, but as the Depression dragged on, Thea was struggling to have a baby, so probably welcomed the change. Anyway, Jacob’s old man was an importer in Holland, a widower. When he fell sick, the group sailed back and the brothers inherited the company once he passed. All real sensible, right?”
Arie ingests more from his flask, and I envision Thea. Frozen in my memory, she’s a teenage girl with a honey-blond ponytail, a sweet smile, and a playful wink. Not a married grown woman.
“How did you learn of all this?”
“Over supper, a couple years ago. Pop and I were yammering on about Hitler and of Europe being on the brink of another war. I was already in the Engineers, bridge building at that point. Out of nowhere, Ma blew a gasket. She finally told us about the letters and how Thea and her husband moved over there—here, I mean—and even had a little girl. Evelien. That bit struck Pop awfully hard.”
I briefly forgot where we are just now, and it dawns on me that Arie came to the Netherlands to help them. But before I can ask, he says, “Then fear grabbed hold, for all of us, with Jacob’s family being what they are.”
“What do you mean?”
His eyes level with mine. “They’re Jews, Fen. That’s why my parents had refused to give their blessing.”
The cause of Thea’s estrangement gains instant clarity, and an old Dutch saying from Mrs. Jansen drifts back: Where two religions share a pillow, the Devil sleeps between.
She wasn’t speaking of me but of her daughter. One potentially now in peril, given the treatment here of Jews. I tense from apprehension before I recognize that if the worst had occurred and Arie knew, he’d have no personal cause to stay.