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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

By my watch, midnight passes. The absence of creaks indicates a sleeping household. I’m singing a tune in my head to stay alert when a shadow stretches over the cobblestones to my right. I lean forward as a figure emerges. Bridling my hopes, I use my telescope to home in.

It’s the back of a suited man. His hair is light, trimmed short.

My breath holds while I seek his face. I glimpse a woman behind him, clutching his hand. They slow alongside the bell tower, a stone’s throw before me, and peer up toward the guard. Could a romance be the reason Arie strayed from his sworn duties?

But then I examine the man’s build. Narrow-shouldered and long-limbed. Not at all like Arie. Disappointment and relief wash over me in equal waves.

The fellow extends his head around the tower, perhaps assessing the length of Domplein. As if by a starter’s pistol, the couple dashes off in unison. They cut across the square’s width, leaving the cover of one tree to gain that of another. Past the cathedral, they disappear.

The hands of my watch soon mark one. I shift in my seat.

At last another figure appears. My spine straightens as I use my lens. From the far-left corner, the person rounds the bronze statue near the University Hall building and strides my way along the perimeter. I needn’t so much as squint to make out a German helmet. Although…for the chance Arie could be in disguise, I look closer, only to verify the structure of a stranger’s face.

The minutes go on ticking. I shake my head recurrently to sustain my focus. Even so, at some point, my mind drifts. I check my watch. It’s a smidge past two. From a glance to my right, I discover a new silhouette at the base of the bell tower, nearing the square. I scramble to raise my telescope.

Again it’s a man, alone, but a civilian based on his overcoat and trousers. A fedora obscures his head, yet his form and gait are staggeringly familiar. Or do I just want them to be?

Look this way, look this way. At the coolness on my palm, I find my free hand splayed on a glass pane. Recalling my plan to slide open the window and call out—in a stage whisper, of course—I stand to release the lock on the sill. Maddeningly, it won’t budge.

How could I have not tested it? Evidently I hadn’t had faith the actual need would arise.

At the corner of Dom Tower, same as the couple, the man peers around the edge. I’m terrified he’ll race away before I can see his face, before I know.

He looks up toward the belfry, then swivels to retract against the wall. Now toward me, he reveals his features from the nose down, all of them familiar.