Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
By my watch, midnight passes. The absence of creaks indicates a sleeping household. I’m singing a tune in my head to stay alert when a shadow stretches over the cobblestones to my right. I lean forward as a figure emerges. Bridling my hopes, I use my telescope to home in.
It’s the back of a suited man. His hair is light, trimmed short.
My breath holds while I seek his face. I glimpse a woman behind him, clutching his hand. They slow alongside the bell tower, a stone’s throw before me, and peer up toward the guard. Could a romance be the reason Arie strayed from his sworn duties?
But then I examine the man’s build. Narrow-shouldered and long-limbed. Not at all like Arie. Disappointment and relief wash over me in equal waves.
The fellow extends his head around the tower, perhaps assessing the length of Domplein. As if by a starter’s pistol, the couple dashes off in unison. They cut across the square’s width, leaving the cover of one tree to gain that of another. Past the cathedral, they disappear.
The hands of my watch soon mark one. I shift in my seat.
At last another figure appears. My spine straightens as I use my lens. From the far-left corner, the person rounds the bronze statue near the University Hall building and strides my way along the perimeter. I needn’t so much as squint to make out a German helmet. Although…for the chance Arie could be in disguise, I look closer, only to verify the structure of a stranger’s face.
The minutes go on ticking. I shake my head recurrently to sustain my focus. Even so, at some point, my mind drifts. I check my watch. It’s a smidge past two. From a glance to my right, I discover a new silhouette at the base of the bell tower, nearing the square. I scramble to raise my telescope.
Again it’s a man, alone, but a civilian based on his overcoat and trousers. A fedora obscures his head, yet his form and gait are staggeringly familiar. Or do I just want them to be?
Look this way, look this way. At the coolness on my palm, I find my free hand splayed on a glass pane. Recalling my plan to slide open the window and call out—in a stage whisper, of course—I stand to release the lock on the sill. Maddeningly, it won’t budge.
How could I have not tested it? Evidently I hadn’t had faith the actual need would arise.
At the corner of Dom Tower, same as the couple, the man peers around the edge. I’m terrified he’ll race away before I can see his face, before I know.
He looks up toward the belfry, then swivels to retract against the wall. Now toward me, he reveals his features from the nose down, all of them familiar.