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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

My attention flies to the window, then back to Willem, who sits upright with hand raised, a signal to halt and listen. The shrill alert repeats, louder and closer with a man’s hollers, suited to an officer of some kind.

Willem waves me toward a front corner of the room. I rush over and press my back to a plastered wall as he hurries to stand beside a window. Cigarette parked between his lips, he reaches under the breast pocket of his coat—for a weapon, I imagine.

I’m reminded of my own. Nerves again heightening, I grab my folding knife within the concealment of my pocket. I think of my single lesson with a dummy torso, stabbing its neck, heart, stomach. Each just enough to get away.

Willem leans to peer through a glass pane, a semi-clear spot.

Soon come more shouts, gradually waning in volume.

When the quiet returns, Willem’s broad shoulders drop and his hand slides free. Yet the implication of his weapon remains.

The vast room suddenly feels smaller.

“You said you know of Frans,” I prod, my patience now low.

Willem rotates toward me.

“Have you been in communication?” I ask.

He removes his cigarette, gives it a tap. “From a distance. For the passing of a note.”

“And since then?”

“He has been very difficult to contact, this man.”

Seeking any hints of deceit, I venture closer. “Do you know where I can find him? At least where you saw him last?”

Willem takes a drag. “I see him on Domplein, the cathedral square, several times. Always through crowds. Once, I follow him north. Every time like a mouse, he gets away.”

I shouldn’t feel pride under the circumstances, but it’s hard not to, given how Arie learned to slip in and out of spaces under the scrutiny of an audience in broad daylight.

“When was the last time he was spotted?”

“It was…two days ago.”

“Do you know”—I hesitate but need to ask—“if he’s in any sort of danger?”

Smoke puffs from Willem’s mouth, a short cough from a laugh. “Aren’t we all?”

“From anyone in particular, I mean?”

He shakes his head. “I have heard nothing.”

“Then why ever is he steering clear of you?”

“Again, I do not hear of it.”

“Well, why do you think he is?”

Willem stubs out his cigarette on the wall. He too is losing patience. “As I say, I am only a messenger. He was to make contact with his people; that was my assignment. But you are here. All business with Frans is no longer mine. Now”—he sighs—“I must go.” He peeks through the window before hefting the door, this time to unbolt it.

My mind scrabbles for what more I ought to ask.

“Goodbye to you, Miss Hofman.”

As he opens the door, I urge, “How do I find you? If I need anything else?”