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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

In the entry, service members are sprinkled about, including two from the ATS, the Auxiliary Territory Service being the women’s branch of the British Army. Assigned to Hutton’s team, his so-called lovelies assist with our packing, shopkeeping, and what minimal accounting is possible with our boss, all while keeping up with the latest gossip. Spotting me in passing, they pause their animated chat. The smiles they impart reflect the common treatment I’m afforded: courteous yet rigid. I return the greeting in kind as I continue on my way.

As an American, and an odd “gadget girl” perhaps, again I’m an outsider.

Down a corridor, the ringing of phones and the clacking of unseen typewriters bounce off the white bricked walls. About to cross my path is Lenora Walsh, one of Hutton’s military drivers. A few years my junior, she’s willowy in her shapeless British uniform with a billed cap over cropped reddish hair. Though her large eyes and rounded nose comprise a friendly face, she too maintains guarded formality.

“Good afternoon, Miss Vos.”

“Private Walsh,” I reply pleasantly as she slows to a stop.

“It appears you might be in need of assistance.”

A bit dazed from my bus ride, my mind scrabbles for reference.

“With your parcels?” She gestures, a reminder of the stack filling my arms.

“Yes. Right. Those parcels.” I shake my head with a quick laugh that brings out her smile, refreshingly genuine if brief. “They’re really not heavy, so no trouble. But thank you.”

Men’s chuckles drift from a nearby meeting room, denoting sociable relief from grimmer topics. In that instant, paired with the levity in Private Walsh’s eyes, I too find myself yearning for a chat. I could finally learn about her life beyond her duties. Maybe she’d even be game for an outing. While I’ve no interest in an underground dance hall crammed with hot-to-trot servicemen, catching a film would be far more enjoyable with a companion—as it used to be back home.

I go to suggest as much, yet I’m too late. Already she’s moving past me.

And all the better.

I’m here to work, not for leisure.