Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
I verge on doing the same now, albeit ungraciously as Charles steps into the room. But first I’ll see what’s left of his decency, if any.
Seated at my mirror, I close the gap in my satiny stage robe—indeed to cover my brassiere but also the residual quake in my hands—and eye his reflection. Already he’s switched into his trousers and undershirt, quick changes being a necessity of the trade. When the fall of the curtain launched me seething from the stage, I left him and his cohorts to corral our supplies.
He has nerve, approaching me so soon. I’ll grant him that much.
Then again, it’s a trait I personally helped cultivate.
“Swell space ya got,” he says, easing in, glancing around. His practiced stage diction is replaced by his casual Louisianan speech. “I reckon we could do a whole lot shabbier.”
The remarks would once have been laced with playful irony, given the pitiful accommodations we’ve endured, specifically while traveling with variety shows before breaking out on our own. Surrounding me here are theatrical posters neatly hung, a proper costume rack, and a pair of cushioned chairs accented by a table—each incredibly with all four legs. Most comforting of all, I have a window large enough for an emergency exit.
So yes, the room is rather nice, if smaller and mustier than the one assigned to Charles. I’m certain of this without having to check; he’s a man and the star. And long gone are the days when he at least offered to trade.
“What do you want, Charles?”
“Just, uh, making sure you’re okay.”
“Oh?” I say, since we’re apparently playing games. “Why wouldn’t I be?”
He goes to speak but resorts to a shrug, both shoulders draped with a towel. “I…guess ya put two and two together.”
“If by that, you mean your reckless, pompous, devious—”
“C’mon, Fenna. Don’t be sour.”
“Sour? You think I’m being petty?”
The quirk of his thin lips says everything before he drops into one of the chairs. Even without the shadows from my vanity lights, he appears a decade beyond our common age of twenty-four. Escapology can wear on a body, it’s true. But his accumulating vices have by no means helped. Only his drying natural curls provide fleeting evidence of the friend I used to know.
“Look, I’m sorry it shook you up. I swear it.”
“Is that so? Because you didn’t appear to regret a thing. And frankly you still don’t.”
He hesitates, unable to argue. “Ah, geez. You heard ’em out there. We were a smash!”
Typical misdirection. Another lesson I passed along.