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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

I glanced up at the series of second-story windows, each mottled from the overcast sky. While uncertain which was mine, I was gripped by the reversal of view—and a desire not to go back.

My chance to flee was waning.

Still clutching my train, I jumped down and took off in a mad dash toward the street. I steered around the corner, down one block, then the next, making turns here and there. I was a mouse in a maze, frantic for an exit.

Though the city was waking, I focused only on my boots slapping pavement, my rhythmic huffing and pounding temples.

I couldn’t say how long I kept up that way, just that I didn’t stop until reaching a depot of purring buses that emitted pungent fumes. Inside, hatted men perused newspapers and several mothers fussed with their toddlers. An old woman on a bench tsked at the couple seated beside her entwined in a kiss.

In line for the clerk, I eyed the depot entrance, dreading a far more consequential judge: Mrs. Atwood on a rampage. Anxiously I went to retrieve money from my coat and noticed something missing.

My valise…I’d left it in the laundry cart.

I had no clothes but the ones I was wearing, almost all outgrown. Barely any of the possessions I had left, not even—oh no. My photo with Papa. The portrait! I’d packed it in my travel bag.

My heart insisted I dash back to recover it, but my brain quickly countered: Back to where? The truck would be long gone. I wanted to sob. But I couldn’t. It would only draw unwanted attention. I needed to be strong.

The doors swung open.

A brutish policeman strode in with a billy club. My spine bristled and breath caught. He scanned the room, starting with the far wall. The early-morning crowd wasn’t large enough to hide me. I cowered into my shoulders, a turtle without a shell.

The officer angled my way and marched forward, surely to return me to the orphanage. Or would I be put in a home for delinquents?

My thoughts thrashed with notions of running. There had to be another set of doors. Hadn’t I learned to find the exits in any room straightaway?

Then the policeman paused. At a bench, he used his stick to nudge a sleeping hobo. The grizzled man woke with a snort and staggered to his feet. When the two lumbered out together, I swallowed past the wedge of fear in my throat.

“Help you there, little miss?” The grandfatherly clerk regarded me from the counter.