Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
I glanced up at the series of second-story windows, each mottled from the overcast sky. While uncertain which was mine, I was gripped by the reversal of view—and a desire not to go back.
My chance to flee was waning.
Still clutching my train, I jumped down and took off in a mad dash toward the street. I steered around the corner, down one block, then the next, making turns here and there. I was a mouse in a maze, frantic for an exit.
Though the city was waking, I focused only on my boots slapping pavement, my rhythmic huffing and pounding temples.
I couldn’t say how long I kept up that way, just that I didn’t stop until reaching a depot of purring buses that emitted pungent fumes. Inside, hatted men perused newspapers and several mothers fussed with their toddlers. An old woman on a bench tsked at the couple seated beside her entwined in a kiss.
In line for the clerk, I eyed the depot entrance, dreading a far more consequential judge: Mrs. Atwood on a rampage. Anxiously I went to retrieve money from my coat and noticed something missing.
My valise…I’d left it in the laundry cart.
I had no clothes but the ones I was wearing, almost all outgrown. Barely any of the possessions I had left, not even—oh no. My photo with Papa. The portrait! I’d packed it in my travel bag.
My heart insisted I dash back to recover it, but my brain quickly countered: Back to where? The truck would be long gone. I wanted to sob. But I couldn’t. It would only draw unwanted attention. I needed to be strong.
The doors swung open.
A brutish policeman strode in with a billy club. My spine bristled and breath caught. He scanned the room, starting with the far wall. The early-morning crowd wasn’t large enough to hide me. I cowered into my shoulders, a turtle without a shell.
The officer angled my way and marched forward, surely to return me to the orphanage. Or would I be put in a home for delinquents?
My thoughts thrashed with notions of running. There had to be another set of doors. Hadn’t I learned to find the exits in any room straightaway?
Then the policeman paused. At a bench, he used his stick to nudge a sleeping hobo. The grizzled man woke with a snort and staggered to his feet. When the two lumbered out together, I swallowed past the wedge of fear in my throat.
“Help you there, little miss?” The grandfatherly clerk regarded me from the counter.