Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
I snapped toward the voice. In the doorway of the nearby vestibule, a man was waving his arms. He wore his coat collar high and hat pulled low. “There’s a fire!” he hollered, and someone shrieked in response.
Startled, I watched the fellow race out. Fear gripped faces around me, marking those who understood him. Others puzzled over the language they didn’t speak.
I strained for a whiff of smoke. Where was the danger? The kitchen, the café?
Warnings spread in scores of languages, overtaking the event hall, stopping the music. Folks in the balcony leaned out from between columns for a look. On the main floor, parents were swooping up their children and rushing into the man’s wake. The narrow staircase past the vestibule would lead straight down to the street. Down to Papa.
I caught Arie’s eyes mirroring my panic a second before a throng of people shoved past, dividing us and pushing me into a wall. Beyond the blur of movement, Big Vera fluttered her hands from the stage, either urging calm or reinforcing the alert. Adults climbed on chairs in a furious search, scanning faces, calling out names.
All at once, I was traveling without will, swept off in a flood of bodies. My feet scrambled to keep up on a floor I couldn’t see, could scarcely touch. The mob pressed in, enclosing me head to toe, shortening my breaths.
“Papa…help…” I wheezed out, unthinking and desperate.
We crossed the threshold of the vestibule, where something seized my collar. It was a hand reaching through a web of arms. Arie’s. I latched onto his grip, a lifeline, as we were carried toward the stairwell. Like a log at a waterfall’s edge, I braced for a plunge.
The drop was indeed a fluid slope, the steps wobbly and slippery and moving. But how? I sought traction over dips and bumps. A glimpse revealed fabric and hair. People—we were walking on people! They must have stumbled on the way down. Unseen hands were pulling at the bottom of my coat, my dress. Terror whisked through me. Bile rose to my throat.
There was pounding at the base of the stairs. Strangers’ cries collided with bellows: “Open the doors! God, please, open the doors!” Foreign words shrieked past my ears. No more than a yard away, a baby wailed, hovering above the crush. A woman with bright-yellow sleeves was holding the red-faced infant high overhead.
Suddenly I was hurled onto my side. Shoe heels stepped on my hip and ribs and neck. I screamed from the pain, protecting my head as much as I could without surrendering Arie’s grasp. I had to hang on—it was my only coherent thought. Then a weight collapsed on me. It felt like sandbags, uneven and stifling. Fallen bodies. They wriggled and struggled, darkening my vision. My lungs battled for air, shallow bursts in and out.