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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

To find out, I raised the cylindrical piece. When it stopped from an internal block, the conductor’s cab fell off in my hand, exposing a hollow middle. I cringed. Had I broken the train in two? I scrambled to put it back together, but the cab wouldn’t fit, not until I fully lifted then lowered the chimney. Sure enough, the toy was whole again. Like a secret key, the smokestack locked the cab into place.

I wanted to run back and show Big Vera, then wondered if she already knew.

“I told you it’s mine!” The outburst turned my head.

Along the wall, just yards away stood a boy I almost didn’t recognize. Shined up like a new penny, Arie Jansen wore a sweater vest over a collared shirt with cuffed gray pants, hair slicked and combed. Add to that his jutted chin and puffed chest, and he didn’t appear at all the solemn kid from the apartment next door.

“Yer really that daft, are ya?” The freckled boy dominated in height and mass, yet neither deterred Arie, who answered through gritted teeth.

“I warned you. Now give it back.”

The bully studied the small wooden plane he held, surely a gift from the barrel, as if contemplating the threat. “Eh…I don’t think so.”

Arie’s glare narrowed as the other boy continued to goad him.

“Course, if it’s that bloody important to ya, you can go and get—”

Arie hauled off and lunged for the airplane. The two fiercely grappled until the larger boy wrenched his arm free. I gaped when he pushed Arie against the wall, but Arie retaliated by slamming the kid’s chest, causing the bully to jerk in surprise.

“Fergus!” a man barked, and the boy grimaced. “It’s time we were off. Give the lad what’s his.”

Fergus apparently knew not to argue. With a huff, he held the plane out for Arie. “Fine, have it, ya amadán,” he said—clearly not an endearment—as his father started away. Before Arie could accept, Fergus dropped the toy and stomped it with his boot. Arie flinched, I gasped, and a snickering Fergus took off after his father.

Slowly Arie bent and scooped up the pieces. After more than a year of our living in proximity, with Arie just one grade higher at school, we’d yet to exchange even a single word. His only sibling, a sister with a honey-blond ponytail and sapphire eyes, would offer smiles in passing. But already eighteen, she was rarely seen for all her activities.