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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

As children numbering four hundred or more, we were antsier than chickens in a coop. Most parents in the room sat alongside us or stood toward the rear. Other men like my father had slipped away to the café downstairs, converted from a saloon thanks to the Eighteenth Amendment, and were still known there to sneak nips from their flasks and gripe over their employer.

For miners in the “Copper Country,” up in Michigan’s Keweenaw Peninsula, there was no shortage of grievances when it came to C&H, or Calumet & Hecla. Slashes to wages, benefits, and safety had pushed the men to strike. Back during the Great War, higher demand for copper drew thousands of workers to the area, until the market’s eventual decline sent many off to auto factories in big cities like Detroit. My father was among those who stayed and held out for what was fair.

If a house want electricity, it is needing copper, Papa would say, insisting that lower demand was still demand. Then he’d mutter in Dutch about the higher-ups living fancifully in their mansions while seeking shortcuts to bolster their stocks.

My mother, whose fine nose and cheekbones I’d apparently inherited, passed away from scarlet fever in my toddler years, leaving me virtually no memories of her. No photograph even. Nonetheless, I presume she’d have been the one to gently warn me against expecting gifts during these trying times. As it was, I didn’t have to be told. Funds were scarce enough prior to the walkout. After four subsequent months, most of our meals were possible only with union support.

Hence a Christmas Eve party for the union members’ children, hosted by the Women’s Auxiliary, seemed a miraculous thrill—minus the infinite string of carols. Several were sung in Finnish, unsurprisingly; the Finns formed a hefty sum of the guests. Reflective of Eden Springs, there were also Croatians and Germans, Italians and Irish; Swedes, Hungarians, and Cornish. The majority of the rest, including us Dutch, were like salt in the dough, according to Papa: though amounting to a pinch, we were essential to the whole.

In truth, despite many of us kids being born in the States, “essential” never described my place with the other girls, certainly including at social to-dos. But on this particular afternoon, it was the least of my concerns.

When the ninth song ended—indeed, I was counting—“Big Vera” stepped in front of the tree to speak. President of the Women’s Auxiliary, she was a woman of Slavic descent whose six-foot-some height presumably aided her collection of eighty whole dollars from businesses to buy presents for the affair. Who with any scruples would refuse her?

“Boys and girls,” she projected in a booming voice, “now that we’ve concluded the singing portion of our program…”