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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

In the evenings, Evelien and I listen to the BBC, gathering what we can from updates of the Netherlands. Just after our escape, the Nazis announced that all former Dutch soldiers who’d initially fought the Germans would be deported as forced labor. In protest, Dutch miners, dairy farmers, and manufacturing workers went on strike to hinder the German war machine. Hitler’s reprisals for this weren’t light. According to reports, the country’s restrictions, roundups, and searches escalated, along with summary executions.

I have to think, if we’d made it to the farm as planned, odds seem high we would have been captured soon after. Not that I can say for sure. All I do know is we’re going home.

***

At Euston Station, on the platform where our train awaits on a bright October morning, I’m not the only one emotional over a parting. Obviously, not all the passengers here are bound for the Port of Southampton; few would have a destination as distant as ours. But during these times, every goodbye might be one’s last.

After releasing my hug, Lenora brushes a tear from her cheek. “You’ll let us know you’ve arrived safely,” she insists.

“Straightaway.”

“And you’ll write often.”

“I will.” I punctuate this with a squeeze of her hand, our indelible bond felt through my travel gloves. For this is how we survived once together, a grasp that defied the chaos of a crowd. “So long as you remember, I expect a telegram when a date is set for wedding bells.”

“Oh blimey, I’m in no hurry for that.” She smiles, again downplaying how smitten she’s become with a rather fetching Canadian translator.

“Yes, yes,” Hutton interjects from behind her. “You ladies continue this hubbub, and the train will depart before you’re aware. I will remind you: it took my pulling of several ruddy strings to acquire today’s ship vouchers.”

The discreet roll of Lenora’s eyes nearly makes me laugh. Then moving aside, she bends to bid goodbye to Evelien, who stands bundled in her travel coat, doll in her arms, ready for our next bout of adventure.

“Well, then,” I say to Hutton. “I suppose this is it.”

“So it is.”

Granted, he’s sworn it’s not the last I’ll see of him. Prepared for a tussle with the bureaucratic “Whitehall warriors,” after the war is over—oh, what a thought that is—he’s determined to publish a book of his official feats with MI9. For this, he foresees a grand tour through America. Receiving clearance for those writings might be trickier now that he’s relinquished his commission—mind you, working part-time as a civilian for the RAF, he’s still in the fight. Yet Hutton of all people will find a way to slice through the red tape of classified limits and ultimately see it through.