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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

I do my best to protect Evelien from the insistent splashing that causes us to shiver. Seawater swishing in the boat seeps into my shoes, curling my toes, numbing them. Occasional peeps from Evelien denote when chilled drops have snuck past her blanket. I attempt to soothe her by quietly humming tunes, nearly matching the rhythm of water being scooped out in unison by an adult with a bucket and a teenager with a mug.

One of the passengers volunteers to climb forward to cover the bow with a tarpaulin to reduce the boat’s intake of water. The motor is slowed to assist him. He’s just finished attaching the oiled cloth and is crawling back when the dip of a wave causes him to slip. I gasp, thinking we’ve lost him. But another man catches his forearm, and the volunteer hangs off the side. A second helper yanks him back in, and after the shock of the ordeal, all three of them share a light chuckle.

Gradually the wind dies down, and with it the waves. I nod off in spurts, alternately lulled and jostled by the motion of the boat. Evelien quite nearly sleeps straight through.

With the eventual arrival of dawn, a transition I typically relish, also comes the shedding of night that cloaks us from the enemy. My one consolation is that the longer we travel, the greater our distance from occupied territory.

Once Evelien wakens, we share food from a wrapped bundle in my pocket: some cubes of cheese and baked pieces of potato, courtesy of the clerk. The midmorning sun warms our blanket. No land to be seen in any direction. All the passengers are alert. We’re keeping lookout for distant specks in the sky and water, seeking friendly crafts of course, when a tiny cluster appears on the horizon. I blink hard to clear my vision, but the dots remain. A trail of them. Like ants marching toward their nest.

“There.” I gesture. “Are those ships?”

All eyes home in on what resembles a convoy. Traveling north in this area, it would have to be the Allies. Several whoops and hoots break out on the boat, a presumption of the best. Our captain zips us straight toward the ships. My prayers that we’re right are soon answered.

British sailors flock to railings, making it evident we too have been spotted. Toward the rear of the convoy, a destroyer slows and angles toward us. Relief flows through me, if not the sheer joy expressed by every man in our boat, unabashedly celebrating with hugs and tears.