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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

As we wade deeper into the room, the plum-colored walls close in. What will Arie do if I don’t show? Will he bypass our hideout, Brouwer’s pickup included, for fear our plan has been blown? Will he stay to search for me?

Evelien’s safety needs to come first. He must know I understand that.

Still, there has to be a way out, something I can do…or use. I slip my hand into my coat’s hidden pocket. My fingertips brush the folding knife. The small blade, while useless against a houseful of Nazis, can debilitate a lone man. If he doesn’t see it coming.

Play along, I think.

Once we reach the far corner of the parlor, the officer opens a door. Dread surges through me as he stares, waiting for me to enter. I dare to inch forward, and though I’m delighted it’s not a bedroom, the setting yet confounds me. Flanked by book-lined shelves and a mantled fireplace alight with flames, two officers sit at a table for four…

Is one of them Ziegler? Perhaps I’m being delivered as a test of my claim.

Then I recall the dinner party he’s attending shortly, and I surmise—I hope—it would be near impossible for this to be him. Though why else would I be here?

My escort declares in German something involving boredom and refers to me as “ein Geschenk.” Two Dutch-like words.

A gift.

At the depraved implication, a dire voice screams in my head: Why didn’t you run?

The duo turns our way, the yellow shade of a standing lamp tinting their pallor, before they wave me off.

But my escort prods me forward with a small shove and shuts the door. Then he shoves me again toward his comrades. “Zaubertricks,” he stresses, as if correcting their assumptions.

And it all becomes clear. Magic tricks.

The fellow with a double chin perks with interest while his companion, oval-faced with a broad nose, exudes indifference. They could almost pass for the comedy team of lean, grumpy Abbott and heavyset Costello—if not for the SS uniforms. Between them sits a chessboard, its white king toppled, and pint glasses half-filled with what looks to be beer.

As I reach the table, calming slightly, the Orpo officer pulls my cards from his pocket and tosses them onto the board.

“Entertain us,” he says to me. The command doubles as a warning. He takes a seat between his friends, who eye me expectantly.

I’m a trained monkey performing on demand. In that light, even circus chimps are rewarded for pleasing a crowd. If, likewise, I manage to delight them, who knows? I just might make it back to Arie. Or make it out of here at all.