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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

“Could I ask…if there’s something between you two? Because if so, you could tell me.”

His brow dips briefly in puzzlement. “Nah, it’s nothing like that. She’s a devoted wife, mother of three. Her husband’s off at a German war factory, sabotaging parts. What with her capture, I just can’t ask her for anything.” He amends: “I won’t.”

I admit I’m relieved, about Nel if nothing else, until he adds, “All that besides, the escape line’s out for me. It’s dangerous enough for you, but for Evelien? Hiking the Alps, the steep inclines? The snow and cold, the rocky terrain, patrols. Just can’t happen.”

Good gracious. From my whirlwind preparation, I don’t recollect such daunting specifics. Not that it would have deterred me from coming—or leaving. Toting a little one, though, changes the situation, and thus my conclusion.

“You’re right.”

He chuckles. “Can I get that on record?”

“Which is why,” I tell him, “I’d like to stay.” I’m merely expressing a desire, technically adhering to my promise. Still, his dimple vanishes.

“Nuh-uh. No.”

“Just listen to me.”

“I heard you, and I’m saying no.” He drops his feet onto the floor and yanks his drawers on. As he starts toward the washbasin, I center on practicality.

“You know you could use a lookout.”

“Yeah, got Nel’s cousin for that.” Without turning, Arie sips from a cup of water.

“Well, sure,” I say, “from what he’s told you. But you just met the guy. What if he doesn’t show? And even if he does, what about at Ziegler’s? If all goes to plan, Nel and her cousin will be long gone.”

Arie sets down the cup and rounds to face me. “For pity’s sake, Fen. This isn’t like one of your dang picture shows.”

“Actually, it’s very much like those. Lucky for you, I’ve watched them a thousand times.” I’m joking of course—mostly.

“You couldn’t follow me even once without my knowing.”

About this, he isn’t wrong, though it does wound me a little. It also reminds me that I never got around to asking. “How did you know I was there? That night by the hospital.”

He glances off with a roll of his eyes, the topic not a priority. “In front of the pub, when you were crouched in hiding, I saw a corner of your coat on the ground.”

I wince. A rookie flub for one who deals in concealment.

“Look,” he says, “that doesn’t matter.”

“Okay. What does?” I mean to corner him, causing him to stammer for an answer. Instead, he comes back with fervor.

“If anything happened to you, I couldn’t live with myself.” His eyes, the sheer worry in them, make me pause for an instant.

“Then I promise you that nothing will.”

“You can’t possibly promise that.”