Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
A tap on the door interjects. “Mr. Bouchard?” It’s the tentative voice of the theater’s assistant manager. “You, um, have admirers waiting?”
Charles and I have more to say, much more, but not in our current state. Not if we want any chance of containing the damage.
Before he can dismiss me, I salvage my dignity by replying on his behalf. “Send them in. We’re done.” The double meaning isn’t intentional—or maybe it is. I exit and jostle past the small cluster of faceless fans in the hall.
In my dressing room, I lean back against the closed door. We’ve had disagreements before, but nothing like this. Anger and sadness spiral through me.
I bypass my change of clothes and grab only my brimmed hat and overcoat, my pocketbook. I’ll be returning tomorrow anyhow to pack for our next stop…
Or, perhaps, just to pack.
***
Moisture wells in my eyes as I bolt from the theater. I stride down the dark streets of Brooklyn, headed for my room at the boardinghouse. My vision adjusts to the night haze, aided by a three-quarter moon elbowing its way through the overcast sky. Cool sprinkles of autumn rain dot my legs, bare but for foundation mimicking stockings in an era of rationing, the seam line forged by a cosmetic pencil and a steady hand.
Steady… By morning, that’s how Charles and I will be. After our emotions dissipate, along with his booze, we’ll straighten out the snarls and swap apologies, meet in the middle. I block out the alternative.
Between the clacking of my heels, I catch a rhythmic sound. Faint footsteps behind me.
Glancing back, I spot a figure in the shadows a full block away. Charles immediately comes to mind—hopefully to set things right, rather than to unload another rebuke—but the man’s frame appears unfamiliar.
I quicken my pace.
The stranger seems to do the same.
The rumbling of a motorcar fades in the darkness. I clutch my pocketbook to the front of my coat, starkly aware of my scanty costume beneath and, even more so, of the unusually deserted route. No servicemen with their sweethearts. No locals walking their dogs. The rain, increasing now, has made people scarce.
“Liss!” A deep holler.
Or was it… “Miss”?
I brave another glance, only partially slowing. A fedora shields half the man’s face, leaving the rest a sketchy silhouette.
Unlike the copper-mining town of my childhood, New York teems with as many shady characters as dingy back alleys. I’ve skimmed enough big-city papers to know how unspeakably this could end.
The voice calls out again, muddled by my footfalls and a groan of thunder. I veer around a shuttered store at the corner.