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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

A tap on the door interjects. “Mr. Bouchard?” It’s the tentative voice of the theater’s assistant manager. “You, um, have admirers waiting?”

Charles and I have more to say, much more, but not in our current state. Not if we want any chance of containing the damage.

Before he can dismiss me, I salvage my dignity by replying on his behalf. “Send them in. We’re done.” The double meaning isn’t intentional—or maybe it is. I exit and jostle past the small cluster of faceless fans in the hall.

In my dressing room, I lean back against the closed door. We’ve had disagreements before, but nothing like this. Anger and sadness spiral through me.

I bypass my change of clothes and grab only my brimmed hat and overcoat, my pocketbook. I’ll be returning tomorrow anyhow to pack for our next stop…

Or, perhaps, just to pack.

***

Moisture wells in my eyes as I bolt from the theater. I stride down the dark streets of Brooklyn, headed for my room at the boardinghouse. My vision adjusts to the night haze, aided by a three-quarter moon elbowing its way through the overcast sky. Cool sprinkles of autumn rain dot my legs, bare but for foundation mimicking stockings in an era of rationing, the seam line forged by a cosmetic pencil and a steady hand.

Steady… By morning, that’s how Charles and I will be. After our emotions dissipate, along with his booze, we’ll straighten out the snarls and swap apologies, meet in the middle. I block out the alternative.

Between the clacking of my heels, I catch a rhythmic sound. Faint footsteps behind me.

Glancing back, I spot a figure in the shadows a full block away. Charles immediately comes to mind—hopefully to set things right, rather than to unload another rebuke—but the man’s frame appears unfamiliar.

I quicken my pace.

The stranger seems to do the same.

The rumbling of a motorcar fades in the darkness. I clutch my pocketbook to the front of my coat, starkly aware of my scanty costume beneath and, even more so, of the unusually deserted route. No servicemen with their sweethearts. No locals walking their dogs. The rain, increasing now, has made people scarce.

“Liss!” A deep holler.

Or was it… “Miss”?

I brave another glance, only partially slowing. A fedora shields half the man’s face, leaving the rest a sketchy silhouette.

Unlike the copper-mining town of my childhood, New York teems with as many shady characters as dingy back alleys. I’ve skimmed enough big-city papers to know how unspeakably this could end.

The voice calls out again, muddled by my footfalls and a groan of thunder. I veer around a shuttered store at the corner.