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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Although drugging the Zieglers isn’t an option, what about the night nurse assigned to Nel? To delay her from sounding an alert, an effective means might be well within my reach—almost literally. In the pharmacy below me, there must be a supply of sleeping pills. By crushing them up and slipping them into the nurse’s food or drink, Nel’s room could be left unattended for hours.

My hunt for any such pills will have to wait, mind you, until my household is asleep. Hence for the moment, I circle back through Arie’s scheme for other issues to solve.

Like his qualms over hiding out till war’s end.

Suffice it to say, the ideal would be to eliminate the need altogether. To do so, I realize, might actually be possible…

True, the solution would require someone with special skills and resources, and with little time for turnaround. All of which could amount to a long shot. And that’s to say nothing of entrusting a person I barely know, a man I’ve met only by his code name. In short, the chances of success seem low.

Given the dangers of the alternative, however, I’m willing to try.

***

The abandoned workshop is surely as cool and musty as before, though I scarcely feel it. I’m too consumed with the seconds, minutes, and now two full hours that have passed. I check my watch for the twentieth time and picture the trio of small stones. As directed, I’d placed them on a windowsill of the shuttered café, a signal for Willem’s help.

Indeed, I recall his disclaimer: If I can, I meet you back here. If two hours pass, I am not coming. But I promised to call on him strictly if necessary. Could he really ignore the plea, or might he be unaware?

I suppose, despite my careful placement of the rocks as I pretended to steal a glance into the café, at least one could have rolled off. Or a well-meaning tidier could have brushed them away. Far worse, an informed collaborator might have alerted the Gestapo, who could burst through the door at any moment.

Arms folded tight, I resist the scenarios.

Five minutes—no, ten. I’ll wait another ten.

Both come and go, further leaching my hopes, before a silhouette fills the frame of a dust-covered window. Wearing a hat—or is it a helmet?—the fellow passes the next set of panes, closing in.

If I could hide as a precaution, I would. But the room’s shabby boxes are too sparse for cover and the hulk of machinery sits too close to the wall. Should I have muscled the door to bolt it? Too late for that.

The cockeyed door wobbles, an attempt to heft it open.

My knife. I reach for it in my pocket, just as the door opens to expose the man’s fair and angled features.