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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

“False info—all tough to verify. And some real intel that I knew had just been intercepted.” The last word drags with a hint of a slur. “Since that wouldn’t be enough, I gave up some of the underground’s weapons. The local network had a munitions cache, in a shed for drying flower bulbs. I was supposed to add my case to the pile. So tipping off the storage location also gave me an alibi to explain my missing stash. In the large scheme, it seemed a small price.”

By that rationale, I can’t deny that the trade comes off as palatable. Regardless, he does, and will, have more to account for. “At HQ, they said a cell’s meeting was raided. That you were the only one who didn’t show up.”

“It wasn’t a cell,” he corrects, not impatiently. “Like I was saying, it was the top leadership of several from around the country. Our saboteur groups had all taken hefty hits, which is where I came in, to aid coordination and supplies. Controllers usually keep disjointed for security, but forming a national effort, sharing resources and plans, the networks could all benefit if done right.”

I take this in, comprehending. “But if that meeting were to be raided,” I muse aloud, “in a single swipe, leaders are wiped out, others deterred. Morale squashed. Networks face collapse.”

He nods. “All of which Ziegler would love to take credit for.”

No wonder the commander was willing to bargain, up front anyway. Again though, how far did Arie’s concessions go?

“Did you do it?” I persist bluntly. “Did you tip him off about the meeting?”

A brief, unsettling beat. “I gave him the date and time—”

“Arie,” I breathe.

“But a false location,” he stresses. “I needed Ziegler out of the house. His wife barely lets Evelien out of her sight. But his housekeeper swore the wife would be gone at an event. And with the cook away at the market, I’d have a chance to snatch Evelien back.”

The implications induce mental whiplash, a single one dominating the rest. “He kept your niece? At his home?”

Arie struggles to answer, plainly having said more than intended, and my heart twists. “She’s fine there,” he says. “For the time being.”

Registering his use of the present tense, I challenge, “How do you know?”

“Proof. It was a requirement of the deal. I pass him info, and I get a glimpse of Evelien up in a window.” Discomfort underlies Arie’s tone, justifiably so. This commander indeed treats people as pawns in a warped game. Even greater reason to get her out.

“What of the housekeeper? You persuaded her to help you?”

“We have an arrangement,” he says. “Besides, she knows it’s the right thing.” Fairly vague as answers go, but I concentrate on a more pressing point.