Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
In his notable absence from gathering supplies with the stagehands, I envision varied possibilities of our confrontation. To allay my simmering guilt, I remind myself who instigated this tug-of-war, one that has assuredly run its course. By the time the stage is cleared, I’m prepared to mitigate an eruption or endure a scolding. I’m hoping for a meager lecture.
Still in costume, I enter Charles’s dressing room and try for a light tack. “And with that, I hereby declare a truce.”
Charles doesn’t so much as pause while buttoning his white collared shirt, standing before the illuminated mirror. “A truce…” He repeats the phrase as if sampling a foreign flavor. Suspenders hang loose down the sides of his slacks. His unfastened necktie lines his collar. “Funny. Didn’t know we were at war.” His tone is pure nonchalance, a scenario I find oddly unsettling.
“Listen, Charles. We’ve both had our fun. After tonight, well, I figure we’re square.”
He moves on to the ends of his sleeves, applying his cuff links.
“Charles?”
“Hmm?”
His room, indeed more spacious than mine, lacks a window, compelling me to leave the door open a crack. I advance inside for privacy’s sake and address his reflection. “Did you hear what I said?”
A brief glance upward. “Sure. I heard ya.”
“And?”
“Haven’t caught a question.”
“I’m…trying to say…”
It dawns on me that his impassivity is but a facade, a demonstration of my inability to affect him. I brush aside a needling of resentment and continue. “My trick with the locks, I just thought it would add some pizzazz. As you saw, or must’ve heard at least, the crowd really responded.”
“Ah. So that’s why you did it.” His tone, though revelatory, makes it clear he’s not fooled.
The repercussions of our respective schemes don’t strike me as equal. Yet I suppose I can muster the gumption to come clean for my part. “All right, I confess. It was a small act of revenge, and…for that I’m sorry.” And I genuinely mean that.
Even if I did enjoy showcasing my own special skills.
Charles begins fastening his necktie without looking my way. Without even a courtesy of acknowledgment. Good grief, he expects me to grovel. How convenient of him to forget all about last night’s finale.
Refusing to lose my composure, I merely pivot and start for the door.
“I don’t think so.”
The remark stops me cold. Plausible meanings riffle through my head: a command not to leave, a rejection of my apology. Against my better judgment, I turn with arms crossed, a silent demand that he elaborate.
“Way I see it,” he says, still facing the mirror, “it wasn’t so much revenge. It was jealousy.”
I suppress a laugh, barely. “Of?”
“The rave review. My feature in a major paper.”