Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Toting my satchel, I disembark at Utrecht Centraal, the main railway station of the city. The proximity of several German-military institutions, headquarters, and installations is instantly evident by the number of service members walking about, notably higher than in the village. Posted signboards appear to give instructions and warnings, all in German. Expected though most startling, swastika flags hang on buildings, staking territory in the colors of death and blood.
I stifle a shiver as I enter the station as originally planned, minus a companion. With armed guards posted at each door, I continue directly on a path memorized from a diagram. Silently I review the coded phrases Bram and I were supplied at our final briefing.
Past the ticket lines, I round the last booth and there it is, tucked in a far corner: the designated newsstand. As eager as I am apprehensive, I maintain a natural pace. In an adjacent waiting area, presumed travelers are parked on long benches, among them soldiers and suited gentlemen immersed in periodicals and teenage girls in conversation. An older couple shares a snack while an agitated woman struggles to rein in a pair of youngsters. In shorts and knee-high socks, the kids are attempting to play tag.
Few in the group spare me a glance.
The last newsstand customer leaves as I approach. Behind the counter, a woman shuts her till box and turns to me. She’s around sixty, her cocoa-brown hair streaked with silver, shadows underscoring her eyes.
My greeting stalls. A man is to be my contact.
Or was that my assumption?
“Well?” she says, more an order than a question. Her Dutch speech reminds me to use the same.
“Could you tell me, ma’am, are you the usual vendor here?”
A furrow splits her brow. “Always. Why?”
Wary of surrounding eyes and ears, I rush to assemble a reason. “I was just wondering which paper you recommend most.”
Her shrug of apathy resembles a twitch. “Whatever you choose. It is no difference to me.”
I nod, smiling tightly. Neither had I expected my contact to be this brusque.
Swiftly I scan the display, each headline boasting a Nazi victory. Propaganda parading as facts. I swipe two issues at random, hurrying before another customer can approach. “These will do.” I set them on the counter and fish for coins in my coat pocket. “I’m curious, by the way”—casual though annunciating, I segue to Bram’s coded phrase—“is Park Lepelenburg a short walk from here?”
Yes, it’s a nice spot to watch the ducks, the vendor is cued to say, to which I’m to add, I am sure it’s even lovelier in the summer.
“Not far,” she states.
Then…nothing.