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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

More troubling yet, had the Germans somehow known we were coming? Find the fourth was their order even before discovering my chute. Were they waiting in the field from the start, and if so, how much detail would they have? Indeed, my itinerary would have led them straight here.

A tremor in my legs threatens to betray me as I disembark with the seven or eight others, including the driver. We’re instructed to spread out alongside the bus.

The captain, whose thin, brown mustache centers on a chiseled face, lights a pipe while we scramble into place. I land at the end of what resembles a police lineup, our gazes glued to the ground. Soldiers clutch their rifles.

I do the same to my satchel hanging from my shoulder, snug as a harness, and a conversation returns to me. The dispatcher explained the less obvious reason for tightening the straps of our parachute packs: the Gestapo’s practice of checking suspected spies for bruises to the thighs and chest. I hadn’t noticed any forming, but are they there?

The officer makes his way gradually down the line. He exhales smoke with the leisure of reclining on a veranda at sunset. His boots brush the ground, creating contemplative sweeps. And it dawns on me that he lacks specifics of the missing fugitive, that his strategy has been to wait in the lurch, ready to pounce on the departing transports and screen for shifty, nervous characters.

My name is Ida Hofman. I am on holiday to visit my cousin Martha.

Fixated on my low-heeled shoes, purposely weathered and faded black, I notice a spot. A dirt-brown smudge. Soil from the fields I neglected to wipe off.

He pauses before me. Does he see it too? Is there shrubbery on my clothing I somehow missed? Will he inspect my skin for bruising?

The smell of pipe tobacco, normally a comfort reminiscent of Papa, only emphasizes the officer’s proximity. I feel his stare. It bores through my hair, my head, as though he’s attempting to pick through my brain. I yearn to close my eyes, disappear, pass through a trapdoor onstage.

“Herr Hauptsturmführer,” a voice hollers. “Schauen Sie, ein Problem hier.”

The troops surrounding us undoubtedly finger their triggers.

After a beat, lowering his pipe, the captain swivels and strides toward the caller. My shoulders don’t dare slump. Without moving my head, I see the young guard by the front of the bus. He’s waiting with papers from the lean suited man. Save for the crinkling of the pages, there’s only quiet.

Soon comes a noise: a sharp slide of metal, punctuated by a click. The chambering of a round.