Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
More troubling yet, had the Germans somehow known we were coming? Find the fourth was their order even before discovering my chute. Were they waiting in the field from the start, and if so, how much detail would they have? Indeed, my itinerary would have led them straight here.
A tremor in my legs threatens to betray me as I disembark with the seven or eight others, including the driver. We’re instructed to spread out alongside the bus.
The captain, whose thin, brown mustache centers on a chiseled face, lights a pipe while we scramble into place. I land at the end of what resembles a police lineup, our gazes glued to the ground. Soldiers clutch their rifles.
I do the same to my satchel hanging from my shoulder, snug as a harness, and a conversation returns to me. The dispatcher explained the less obvious reason for tightening the straps of our parachute packs: the Gestapo’s practice of checking suspected spies for bruises to the thighs and chest. I hadn’t noticed any forming, but are they there?
The officer makes his way gradually down the line. He exhales smoke with the leisure of reclining on a veranda at sunset. His boots brush the ground, creating contemplative sweeps. And it dawns on me that he lacks specifics of the missing fugitive, that his strategy has been to wait in the lurch, ready to pounce on the departing transports and screen for shifty, nervous characters.
My name is Ida Hofman. I am on holiday to visit my cousin Martha.
Fixated on my low-heeled shoes, purposely weathered and faded black, I notice a spot. A dirt-brown smudge. Soil from the fields I neglected to wipe off.
He pauses before me. Does he see it too? Is there shrubbery on my clothing I somehow missed? Will he inspect my skin for bruising?
The smell of pipe tobacco, normally a comfort reminiscent of Papa, only emphasizes the officer’s proximity. I feel his stare. It bores through my hair, my head, as though he’s attempting to pick through my brain. I yearn to close my eyes, disappear, pass through a trapdoor onstage.
“Herr Hauptsturmführer,” a voice hollers. “Schauen Sie, ein Problem hier.”
The troops surrounding us undoubtedly finger their triggers.
After a beat, lowering his pipe, the captain swivels and strides toward the caller. My shoulders don’t dare slump. Without moving my head, I see the young guard by the front of the bus. He’s waiting with papers from the lean suited man. Save for the crinkling of the pages, there’s only quiet.
Soon comes a noise: a sharp slide of metal, punctuated by a click. The chambering of a round.