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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

As it is, our group is to rest at a safe house not far from our drop site; come morning, as the nameless agents go their separate routes, I’m to sit and wait for Bram’s noon return from his meeting with another contact—for a separate mission, he’s said. Then we’re to bus westward to the city of Utrecht, where a newsstand vendor possesses the latest clues for finding Arie.

Of course, I have every intention of reporting to that stand, just not with Bram. Once I slip away to grab the earlier bus, based on the pocket schedule I was issued, I’ll have a two-hour lead to track down Arie first.

I’d prefer days to hours. But it’s something and, so far, the best I’ve got. Outside of a weapon, that is, which I pray I won’t need for anything beyond the practical.

Stored in the smallest of my jumpsuit pockets, my folding knife is sharp enough to free me of my parachute if tangled in a tree. I suspect the other operatives were assigned weapons of their own. Unlike me, Bram was also given a spade with a removable handle for burying our gear. Similarly, when we were issued special pills tonight, I received only two of the three types he received. Supplies were mistakenly short of the white ones, I was told. The “knockout drops” would put a person to sleep for a solid six hours.

Could someone suspect I might use one on Bram?

The red light now shifts to amber.

My pulse skips a beat.

The dispatcher half cups his mouth with his free hand. “Over target in ten minutes!” he projects above the engines’ roar, then sets aside his thermos as the agents swing into motion. Evidence they’ve all done this before.

Our packs and straps are rechecked—there are no reserves, after all—and we each hook onto a static line to ready our chutes for self-deployment. Where the ball turret originally lay, the dispatcher unseals the floor hatch dubbed the “Joe Hole.” Cold, deafening air blasts through.

“Action Station Number One!”

My nerves heighten to an all-new level as I follow the men’s lead in queuing up. The first agent sits on the floor and, despite the airstream, hooks his legs over the rim of the short cylindrical opening. The second agent lowers behind him, prepared to scoot forward, followed by Bram, then me. With trembling hands, I confirm my satchel is secured to my leg. Meanwhile, the dispatcher positions a large metal capsule near the edge to be dropped with its own chute. No doubt the container is chock-full of weapons and tools requested by the Resistance, or even by the operatives here.

Perhaps it holds the very gun meant to take out—

“Remember, now,” Bram hollers to me. “I’ll be down before you, so I can assist if you’ve had any trouble with the landing!”