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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

My solace from not being dismissed lasts only until I absorb the words, finding nonsense in them. Arie? Parachuted into Europe?

“That…that can’t be right. He was just here several weeks ago. And he’s back safely in the States.” The claim is scarcely out of my mouth when I note that I have no proof of where he is at all. The notion that England was but a stopover leaves me grasping. “You’re certain we’re referring to the same Arie Jansen.”

Crockatt’s tone suggests indulgence. “Quite positive.”

The uniqueness of Arie’s name does make a mix-up improbable, but his role in intelligence, at least to my mind, was supposed to keep him far from the thick of things. “Where exactly was this mission?”

“The sole element of relevance is that the cell’s hideout was blown,” Crockatt says, sidestepping my question. “Most succeeded in fleeing, although barely and not without a fight. One not as fortunate was killed.” He allows me a chance to process, and through the dread of it, the purpose of this meeting strikes with a wallop.

“And what? You think Arie is responsible for this?”

“The morning of the raid, Lieutenant Jansen was scheduled to meet with the group. He was the only person who failed to appear and has been out of contact since.”

I might have laughed at the insinuation if not for my spike of fear. They’re saying he’s missing—that Arie’s missing. I work to keep my voice level. “Obviously something’s happened to him and he needs your help.” How in the blazes has this not occurred to these men? “He could’ve been detained or…or he…” I can’t verbalize the rest, can hardly think it.

“Indeed,” Crockatt says, “that was the original assumption. He has, however, been seen since then alive and well.”

Alive and well. Oh, thank God!

Relief pours through me. Only from the remnants of my defenses do I discern the simplest explanation. “Well, then, that’s it. He must have been tipped off. He just couldn’t warn others in time.” No question, he would have done so if he could.

“A distinct possibility,” Crockatt agrees, “if not for our contact’s report. It seems Lieutenant Jansen has been spotted on several occasions in town but slipped away when approached. Moreover, even through separate channels, he has made no effort to communicate.”

I open my mouth to counter with explanations but come up with nothing rational. I can’t deny that as a whole, the circumstances don’t compute.

“Miss Vos,” Bogart pipes in, “is there anything the lieutenant mentioned that might be telling? Any indication why he would betray his country?”

I shake my head, perplexed at first, then adamant. “No. There’s nothing. He wouldn’t do what you’re saying. He just couldn’t.”