Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
My solace from not being dismissed lasts only until I absorb the words, finding nonsense in them. Arie? Parachuted into Europe?
“That…that can’t be right. He was just here several weeks ago. And he’s back safely in the States.” The claim is scarcely out of my mouth when I note that I have no proof of where he is at all. The notion that England was but a stopover leaves me grasping. “You’re certain we’re referring to the same Arie Jansen.”
Crockatt’s tone suggests indulgence. “Quite positive.”
The uniqueness of Arie’s name does make a mix-up improbable, but his role in intelligence, at least to my mind, was supposed to keep him far from the thick of things. “Where exactly was this mission?”
“The sole element of relevance is that the cell’s hideout was blown,” Crockatt says, sidestepping my question. “Most succeeded in fleeing, although barely and not without a fight. One not as fortunate was killed.” He allows me a chance to process, and through the dread of it, the purpose of this meeting strikes with a wallop.
“And what? You think Arie is responsible for this?”
“The morning of the raid, Lieutenant Jansen was scheduled to meet with the group. He was the only person who failed to appear and has been out of contact since.”
I might have laughed at the insinuation if not for my spike of fear. They’re saying he’s missing—that Arie’s missing. I work to keep my voice level. “Obviously something’s happened to him and he needs your help.” How in the blazes has this not occurred to these men? “He could’ve been detained or…or he…” I can’t verbalize the rest, can hardly think it.
“Indeed,” Crockatt says, “that was the original assumption. He has, however, been seen since then alive and well.”
Alive and well. Oh, thank God!
Relief pours through me. Only from the remnants of my defenses do I discern the simplest explanation. “Well, then, that’s it. He must have been tipped off. He just couldn’t warn others in time.” No question, he would have done so if he could.
“A distinct possibility,” Crockatt agrees, “if not for our contact’s report. It seems Lieutenant Jansen has been spotted on several occasions in town but slipped away when approached. Moreover, even through separate channels, he has made no effort to communicate.”
I open my mouth to counter with explanations but come up with nothing rational. I can’t deny that as a whole, the circumstances don’t compute.
“Miss Vos,” Bogart pipes in, “is there anything the lieutenant mentioned that might be telling? Any indication why he would betray his country?”
I shake my head, perplexed at first, then adamant. “No. There’s nothing. He wouldn’t do what you’re saying. He just couldn’t.”