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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

“Miss Vos.” The private’s tone suggests she’s repeating herself. Beneath the brim of her cap, Lenora Walsh shoots me a quizzical look from the driver’s seat of the truck while steering us carefully down a cobblestone street in the darkness. Our partially masked headlamps are only so helpful.

“Pardon me?”

“I said, is there something troubling you?”

Has it been that obvious?

I prop up a smile. “Not at all.” From the slight gravel in my voice, I realize it’s the first I’ve spoken since leaving headquarters at least an hour ago. In London’s East End awaits a large quantity of—I’ve forgotten—oh, yes, men’s grooming supplies. We’re to retrieve them from a warehouse once I confirm they’ve been properly rigged. “I’m just a bit tired.”

She’s unconvinced by my answer. I detect it in her eyes before they reaffix on the road, but she doesn’t prod further. Then again, there’s probably no need. After my afternoon of warning the half-dozen recipients of the cans I’d proudly distributed, word of my colossal failure has surely reached the ATS “lovelies.” And they’re not exactly ones to keep opinions of others to themselves.

Come to think of it…that does make me wonder.

If the two ever observed a questionable act, even by a higher rank, would they let it be known? Similarly, would Private Walsh? As Hutton’s driver, she’s witnessed many of the man’s excursions firsthand.

If I’m ever to probe, this is my chance. My role at MI9 could fast be coming to an end.

“Private Walsh, I’ve been meaning to ask you,” I begin casually, “about your working with Major Hutton. Has anything about him struck you as…odd?”

Her lips tighten, but not quick enough to contain a snip of a laugh.

I laugh a little myself—“odd” being an understatement. “I’ll take that as a yes.”

I sense her guard lower a notch before she offers, “From the start, Colonel Crockatt did give me fair heeding that the major was rather mad and of my need to humor him.”

A savvy answer. She suggested her own opinion without actually giving it. “Gracious, I wish I’d received the same advice.” When she smirks, I ask, “Anything else?”

She ponders. “The day I introduced myself, the major informed me that if he’s ever in uniform, which he hoped to God wouldn’t be often, that he might fling me up a salute, but I’d be forbidden from reciprocating.”

“Forbidden—why?”

“He claims it’s ‘undignified, unnatural, and unwomanly.’” She rolls her eyes, emphasizing the absurdity of what might well have been intended as his show of reverence for femininity. “Likewise, he makes no secret of my driving skills taxing his nerves, saying nothing of Private Leary, who drives like a bloody maniac.” She appears to catch herself and awkwardly murmurs, “Excuse the moaning.”