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Chapters (102)
  1. Front Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Copyright
  4. Contents
  5. 1942
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. 1928
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. 1943
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. Chapter 38
  46. Chapter 39
  47. Chapter 40
  48. Chapter 41
  49. Chapter 42
  50. Chapter 43
  51. Chapter 44
  52. Chapter 45
  53. Chapter 46
  54. Chapter 47
  55. Chapter 48
  56. Chapter 49
  57. Chapter 50
  58. Chapter 51
  59. Chapter 52
  60. Chapter 53
  61. Chapter 54
  62. Chapter 55
  63. Chapter 56
  64. Chapter 57
  65. Chapter 58
  66. Chapter 59
  67. Chapter 60
  68. Chapter 61
  69. Chapter 62
  70. Chapter 63
  71. Chapter 64
  72. Chapter 65
  73. Chapter 66
  74. Chapter 67
  75. Chapter 68
  76. Chapter 69
  77. Chapter 70
  78. Chapter 71
  79. Chapter 72
  80. Chapter 73
  81. Chapter 74
  82. Chapter 75
  83. Chapter 76
  84. Chapter 77
  85. Chapter 78
  86. Chapter 79
  87. Chapter 80
  88. Chapter 81
  89. Chapter 82
  90. Chapter 83
  91. Chapter 84
  92. Chapter 85
  93. Chapter 86
  94. Epilogue
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Recipes from Fenna
  97. Reading Group Guide
  98. Images from Fenna’s Journey
  99. Further Reading
  100. Acknowledgments
  101. About the Author
  102. Back Cover

Despite my limited time in a spiritualist’s employ, assisting with setups and cleanups and as a participant when needed for a séance circle, I’d learned quite a lot. That included a stern lesson from Madame Esme that now both inspires and worries me.

“This is not to be careless with,” warned the turban-clad woman after I stumbled upon her bag of a chalky substance. Quicklime. “The smallest addition of water can scorch your precious skin.” Therein lay the secret to her illusion, I realized, of warming a glass orb to signal the presence of ghosts.

I’m counting on that ability again. Not pertaining to the ghosts, mind you, but as an effective source of heat. By lamplight at the desk in my room, I prepare to test my latest prototype. Mimicking the telescopic design of the Milk Can Escape, a soup can has been sealed in a larger tin. In the gap between them sits a measured amount of quicklime and, at the base, a compartment of water, potentially creating a self-heating meal.

It’s taken me several days to determine the ideal size and type of cans, plus the proportions of the contents. Luckily, Hutton managed to acquire plenty of quicklime for my attempts. Not a shock, I suppose. He possesses an exceptional ability to pull strings. Even my extended stay here at the George, a lovely old coaching inn located in Beaconsfield and just a half mile from Wilton Park, is by his arrangement.

I grip my bradawl, essentially a screwdriver with a pointed tip. Should this fail to work, I have a second sample to try, but no more. Any additions will take days to receive. The manager of a local cannery already granted me a favor by producing these so soon.

“Let’s make them count,” I say, hopeful.

Near the bottom of the tin, I poke two holes to puncture the water stall, keeping the quicklime safely contained—if my design holds up. I flip the gadget over and cautiously leave it on my desk. There’s a trickling sound but no visible leak. A good sign. Then comes hissing, the formation of calcium hydroxide.

My internal clock ticks away the seconds.

Five…ten…fifteen…

I recall my script from the stage: belief, perseverance, imagination. Sadly, that combination hasn’t yet been enough for me to outdo Hutton’s former right-hand man. When transferred overseas, the “charming, energetic, quick-minded” Peter Baker left an impossibly high bar, according to the major’s grating reminders: “Young Baker did this, Young Baker did that, and oh, another grand bit regarding Young Baker.” Plus, the military’s bureaucratic hurdles, often more so for women, haven’t helped my cause.

Gauging progress, I grasp the tin. I detect the water bubbling, the container growing warmer. “That’s it. Keep going.” Self-heating soup would be a feat in and of itself, but to achieve it in under a minute would be doubly impressive.

Forty…forty-five…fifty…