Chapters (102)
- Front Cover
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Contents
- 1942
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- 1928
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- 1943
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- Recipes from Fenna
- Reading Group Guide
- Images from Fenna’s Journey
- Further Reading
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Back Cover
Despite my limited time in a spiritualist’s employ, assisting with setups and cleanups and as a participant when needed for a séance circle, I’d learned quite a lot. That included a stern lesson from Madame Esme that now both inspires and worries me.
“This is not to be careless with,” warned the turban-clad woman after I stumbled upon her bag of a chalky substance. Quicklime. “The smallest addition of water can scorch your precious skin.” Therein lay the secret to her illusion, I realized, of warming a glass orb to signal the presence of ghosts.
I’m counting on that ability again. Not pertaining to the ghosts, mind you, but as an effective source of heat. By lamplight at the desk in my room, I prepare to test my latest prototype. Mimicking the telescopic design of the Milk Can Escape, a soup can has been sealed in a larger tin. In the gap between them sits a measured amount of quicklime and, at the base, a compartment of water, potentially creating a self-heating meal.
It’s taken me several days to determine the ideal size and type of cans, plus the proportions of the contents. Luckily, Hutton managed to acquire plenty of quicklime for my attempts. Not a shock, I suppose. He possesses an exceptional ability to pull strings. Even my extended stay here at the George, a lovely old coaching inn located in Beaconsfield and just a half mile from Wilton Park, is by his arrangement.
I grip my bradawl, essentially a screwdriver with a pointed tip. Should this fail to work, I have a second sample to try, but no more. Any additions will take days to receive. The manager of a local cannery already granted me a favor by producing these so soon.
“Let’s make them count,” I say, hopeful.
Near the bottom of the tin, I poke two holes to puncture the water stall, keeping the quicklime safely contained—if my design holds up. I flip the gadget over and cautiously leave it on my desk. There’s a trickling sound but no visible leak. A good sign. Then comes hissing, the formation of calcium hydroxide.
My internal clock ticks away the seconds.
Five…ten…fifteen…
I recall my script from the stage: belief, perseverance, imagination. Sadly, that combination hasn’t yet been enough for me to outdo Hutton’s former right-hand man. When transferred overseas, the “charming, energetic, quick-minded” Peter Baker left an impossibly high bar, according to the major’s grating reminders: “Young Baker did this, Young Baker did that, and oh, another grand bit regarding Young Baker.” Plus, the military’s bureaucratic hurdles, often more so for women, haven’t helped my cause.
Gauging progress, I grasp the tin. I detect the water bubbling, the container growing warmer. “That’s it. Keep going.” Self-heating soup would be a feat in and of itself, but to achieve it in under a minute would be doubly impressive.
Forty…forty-five…fifty…