Back Better Together
Chapters (116)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. PART 1
  5. 1. Angst
  6. 2. Angst and the Journey
  7. 3. A Girl Is Mildly Traumatized
  8. 4. A Girl Is Off to Colorado, Apparently
  9. 5. Angst and Socializing
  10. 6. A Girl Is Here for the Introspection
  11. 7. Angst and the Shower Girl
  12. 8.???
  13. 9. Angst and Fishing
  14. 10. A Girl Is Sampling Sisterhood
  15. 11. Angst and Swimming
  16. 12. Is a Girl Alive?
  17. 13. Angst and All-Consuming Confusion
  18. 14. A Girl Is Clammy
  19. 15. Angst and Older Sisters
  20. 16. A Girl Has Been Caught Off Guard
  21. 17. Angst and Flashbacks
  22. 18. A Girl Is Trying to Reconnect
  23. 19. Angst and Reprocessing
  24. 20. A Girl Is a Little Disoriented
  25. 21. Angst and Hypothetical Miracles
  26. 22. A Girl Is Not Doing That
  27. 23. Angst and Fire Choir
  28. 24. A Girl Is Rapt with Attention
  29. 25. Angst and Metal
  30. PART 2
  31. 26. A Girl Is Playing the Long Game
  32. 27. Angst and Hikes
  33. 28. A Girl Thinks This Pitch Is Going Well
  34. 29. Angst and Saying Yes
  35. 30. A Girl Is on Her Ass
  36. 31. Angst and Cellular Device Access
  37. 32. Angst and Goodbyes
  38. 33. A Girl Is on a Plane
  39. 34. Angst and the Middle Seat
  40. 35. A Girl Doesn’t Understand Your Compliment
  41. 36. Angst and LAX
  42. 37. A Girl Is Going to Implode if Siri Keeps Ignoring Her Calls
  43. 38. A Girl Has Never Been to Her Mom’s House
  44. 39. Angst and Salons
  45. 40. A Girl Appreciates a Donut
  46. 41. Angst and Jamie’s Room
  47. 42. Angst and Dad
  48. 43. A Girl Can Rock a Catfish
  49. 44. Angst and Rom-Coms
  50. 45. A Girl Needs Adventure
  51. 46. Angst and Improv Practice
  52. 47. A Girl Fancies Zarar
  53. 48. Angst and Empathy
  54. 49. A Girl Is Questioning Everything
  55. 50. Angst and Pizza Hangs
  56. 51. A Girl Is Taking All the Calls
  57. 52. Angst and Good/Bad News
  58. 53. Angst and Preparation
  59. 54. A Girl Needs to Do Better
  60. 55. A Girl Is on Time for Once
  61. 56. Angst and Emails
  62. 57. A Girl Gets Feedback
  63. 58. Angst and Expectations
  64. 59. A Girl Is on the Train Again
  65. 60. Angst and a Barbecue
  66. 61. A Girl Does Family Dinner
  67. 62. A Girl Is Braving Another Open Mic
  68. 63. Angst and Ice Cream
  69. 64. A Girl Needs a Break
  70. 65. Angst and Vulnerability
  71. 66. A Girl Is at a Rooftop Soiree
  72. 67. Angst and Ideas
  73. 68. A Girl Is Conflicted
  74. 69. Angst and Storytime
  75. 70. A Girl Is Inferior
  76. 71. Angst and Preparations
  77. 72. A Girl Meets a Family
  78. 73. A Girl Has Lost Control
  79. 74. A Girl Is a Hot Mess
  80. PART 3
  81. 75. Angst and Road Trips
  82. 76. A Girl Is Running on Fumes
  83. 77. Angst and Recall
  84. 78. A Girl Is Having Trouble with This
  85. 79. Angst and Resolve
  86. 80. Angst and Confrontation
  87. 81. A Girl Is Hanging with Her Family!
  88. 82. A Girl’s Head Is Spinning
  89. 83. A Girl Ruined Everything
  90. 84. Angst and Intervention
  91. 85. A Girl Is Not Sure How to Proceed
  92. 86. Angst and Support
  93. 87. A Girl Has Some Work to Do
  94. 88. Angst and Progress
  95. 89. A Girl Isn’t Tired
  96. 90. Angst and Birthdays
  97. 91. A Girl Is Voluntarily Here
  98. 92. A Girl Wants to Make It Better
  99. 93. Angst and Letting Go
  100. 94. A Girl Works a Meeting
  101. 95. Angst and Wine
  102. 96. A Girl Is Enjoying Herself
  103. 97. Angst and Bridges
  104. 98. A Girl Is Going for It
  105. 99. Angst and Los Angeles
  106. 100. Angst and Hope
  107. 101. A Girl Has One More Letter
  108. 102. A Girl Is Trying Again
  109. 103. Angst and Pride
  110. 104. A Girl Is Freaking Flying
  111. Epilogue
  112. JAMIE
  113. Acknowledgments
  114. Also by Christine Riccio
  115. About the Author
  116. Newsletter Sign-up

The doors slide closed and the car shoots upward. I slide my eyes sideways and wait for him to meet them. After a few seconds he does.

“Just so you know,” I say, “I am so turned on right now.”

His lip turns up. “Keep it in your pants, James, this is a business party.”

I’m smiling my ass off when the doors open.

There’s around thirty other people up here, chatting and drinking and being merry under the fairy lights strung over us all like a canopy of well-placed fireflies. Music slides among the guests, low enough that everyone can hear themselves talking, but loud enough that I can hear the song. Something soothing and calm that I don’t recognize.

I look to Z for direction. “What shall we do first? Go meet your people? Mingle? Eat? I see food over there. Or drink, I see a bar.”

“What would you like to do?”

I put my arm through his. “I would like to eat food and meet the people you work with. You need to network at these things, Zarar, not just hang out with me. Are they playing music the company produces?”

Zarar nods. “Yes, this is all from our artist list.”

I nod approvingly. “So cool.”

At the food table I load up on hummus dip, cucumbers, and sliders. The two of us huddle at a tiny standing table near the edge of the roof.

“So what is this for?” I ask as I stuff a hummus cucumber into my mouth.

“It’s the company’s anniversary; they hold a yearly rooftop party to celebrate. This is their ninth year in business, I think.”

“Hey, Zarar, you made it,” comes a warm voice behind me.

“Hey, Mr. Penn,” Zarar greets politely. I spin around to find an attractive white dude in a plaid shirt and jeans, severely lacking any of the stylish ease of Zarar. This guy can’t be the boss.

“Man, come on, we’re on a first-name basis. We go way back, and I’m barely older than you,” the guy replies.

“You’re seven years older than me, Mr. Penn.”

“Is this your boss?” I point to the guy and look at Zarar.

The guy looks at me. God, his eyes are freakishly sincere.

“I’m not his boss. I’m the guy he’s working with.”

“The guy that used to be in a band with his brother?” I ask. Oof. Something about the dude is familiar.

“That’s the one,” he confirms with a head bob.

“He’s my boss,” Zarar says through the side of his mouth with his equivalent of a smile.

I turn my smirk back on his boss. “How’s he doing?” I point my thumb back at Z.

“Oh my gosh, Zarar!” A blond woman with wild curls appears next to Mr. Penn. “Nice to meet you! I’ve heard you’re already doing such an amazing job.”