Back Better Together
Chapters (116)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. PART 1
  5. 1. Angst
  6. 2. Angst and the Journey
  7. 3. A Girl Is Mildly Traumatized
  8. 4. A Girl Is Off to Colorado, Apparently
  9. 5. Angst and Socializing
  10. 6. A Girl Is Here for the Introspection
  11. 7. Angst and the Shower Girl
  12. 8.???
  13. 9. Angst and Fishing
  14. 10. A Girl Is Sampling Sisterhood
  15. 11. Angst and Swimming
  16. 12. Is a Girl Alive?
  17. 13. Angst and All-Consuming Confusion
  18. 14. A Girl Is Clammy
  19. 15. Angst and Older Sisters
  20. 16. A Girl Has Been Caught Off Guard
  21. 17. Angst and Flashbacks
  22. 18. A Girl Is Trying to Reconnect
  23. 19. Angst and Reprocessing
  24. 20. A Girl Is a Little Disoriented
  25. 21. Angst and Hypothetical Miracles
  26. 22. A Girl Is Not Doing That
  27. 23. Angst and Fire Choir
  28. 24. A Girl Is Rapt with Attention
  29. 25. Angst and Metal
  30. PART 2
  31. 26. A Girl Is Playing the Long Game
  32. 27. Angst and Hikes
  33. 28. A Girl Thinks This Pitch Is Going Well
  34. 29. Angst and Saying Yes
  35. 30. A Girl Is on Her Ass
  36. 31. Angst and Cellular Device Access
  37. 32. Angst and Goodbyes
  38. 33. A Girl Is on a Plane
  39. 34. Angst and the Middle Seat
  40. 35. A Girl Doesn’t Understand Your Compliment
  41. 36. Angst and LAX
  42. 37. A Girl Is Going to Implode if Siri Keeps Ignoring Her Calls
  43. 38. A Girl Has Never Been to Her Mom’s House
  44. 39. Angst and Salons
  45. 40. A Girl Appreciates a Donut
  46. 41. Angst and Jamie’s Room
  47. 42. Angst and Dad
  48. 43. A Girl Can Rock a Catfish
  49. 44. Angst and Rom-Coms
  50. 45. A Girl Needs Adventure
  51. 46. Angst and Improv Practice
  52. 47. A Girl Fancies Zarar
  53. 48. Angst and Empathy
  54. 49. A Girl Is Questioning Everything
  55. 50. Angst and Pizza Hangs
  56. 51. A Girl Is Taking All the Calls
  57. 52. Angst and Good/Bad News
  58. 53. Angst and Preparation
  59. 54. A Girl Needs to Do Better
  60. 55. A Girl Is on Time for Once
  61. 56. Angst and Emails
  62. 57. A Girl Gets Feedback
  63. 58. Angst and Expectations
  64. 59. A Girl Is on the Train Again
  65. 60. Angst and a Barbecue
  66. 61. A Girl Does Family Dinner
  67. 62. A Girl Is Braving Another Open Mic
  68. 63. Angst and Ice Cream
  69. 64. A Girl Needs a Break
  70. 65. Angst and Vulnerability
  71. 66. A Girl Is at a Rooftop Soiree
  72. 67. Angst and Ideas
  73. 68. A Girl Is Conflicted
  74. 69. Angst and Storytime
  75. 70. A Girl Is Inferior
  76. 71. Angst and Preparations
  77. 72. A Girl Meets a Family
  78. 73. A Girl Has Lost Control
  79. 74. A Girl Is a Hot Mess
  80. PART 3
  81. 75. Angst and Road Trips
  82. 76. A Girl Is Running on Fumes
  83. 77. Angst and Recall
  84. 78. A Girl Is Having Trouble with This
  85. 79. Angst and Resolve
  86. 80. Angst and Confrontation
  87. 81. A Girl Is Hanging with Her Family!
  88. 82. A Girl’s Head Is Spinning
  89. 83. A Girl Ruined Everything
  90. 84. Angst and Intervention
  91. 85. A Girl Is Not Sure How to Proceed
  92. 86. Angst and Support
  93. 87. A Girl Has Some Work to Do
  94. 88. Angst and Progress
  95. 89. A Girl Isn’t Tired
  96. 90. Angst and Birthdays
  97. 91. A Girl Is Voluntarily Here
  98. 92. A Girl Wants to Make It Better
  99. 93. Angst and Letting Go
  100. 94. A Girl Works a Meeting
  101. 95. Angst and Wine
  102. 96. A Girl Is Enjoying Herself
  103. 97. Angst and Bridges
  104. 98. A Girl Is Going for It
  105. 99. Angst and Los Angeles
  106. 100. Angst and Hope
  107. 101. A Girl Has One More Letter
  108. 102. A Girl Is Trying Again
  109. 103. Angst and Pride
  110. 104. A Girl Is Freaking Flying
  111. Epilogue
  112. JAMIE
  113. Acknowledgments
  114. Also by Christine Riccio
  115. About the Author
  116. Newsletter Sign-up

Grams interrupts me. “We want you to have your sister trip, have some drama-free fun together. Start in Spain and buy a Europass. Siri, study some fabulous foreign dishes. Jamie, see how your set fares in other areas of the world.”

I shake my head, thunderstruck. “Oh, Grams, I can’t accept this. I don’t want your money.”

Grams puts on her stern face. “James Federov, you will use this Amex. I cannot take it with me. I am not your father, stop trying to defy me.”

Papa nods, a small smile on his face. “We triggered this sister-switch disaster; we feel very responsible for the fallout. We’re old. Let us have this.”

Siri spins to look at me with pure, undiluted joy. I feel so incredibly fucking lucky she rammed her way back into my life.

Epilogue

18 Months Later

SIRI

I’m no longer human as I walk over to Dawn’s. I am a collection of chaotic bees in girl form.

Dawn and I texted consistently the first six months after the switch. Then at least once a week. Then we checked in every couple of months. Now, we haven’t talked since Christmas. It’s March.

I flew out from New York with Jamie and Zarar last night.

It’s exactly 11 a.m. as I knock on the front door.

I blow out a grounding breath as someone pulls it open.

Dawn looks exquisite in an oversized yellow jacket over high-waisted yellow pants and a cropped yellow tank. Her hair is pulled back into an elaborate braid today. I’ve never seen her style it like that. It’s beautiful.

Her mouth pops open. “Siri?”

My cheeks stretch wider than I thought possible. “Hi.”

I’ve left my hair down and tried to curl it. The further I’ve gotten from the dance world, the less I’ve felt the need to tie it back and keep it one color. It’s a kind of reverse ombré now, gray-blond from the roots to around my chin, where it goes pitch-black.

“Hi!” Dawn rushes forward and engulfs me in a hug. I nuzzle a bit into her hair since I can’t wrap my arms properly around her. I’ve got bags in both hands. She pulls away.

“Your hair is stunning! What are you doing here? Are you only here for the day?! Shit, I’m supposed to be hosting a Duck Waterfall meeting all afternoon.”

My face heats. “I actually had Jamie set that up as a decoy so you would be free … you look stunning too. You always do.”

Dawn blinks at me. I’ve been keeping tabs on her through Jamie. She was just hired on for a writer’s assistant job she applied for at a new Netflix show called Upside Down Adulting.

“Is Jamie coming?” Dawn asks tentatively.

I shake my head. “She has plans with Zarar.”

Dawn gapes, hovering in the doorway. “She has plans—?”