Chapters (116)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- PART 1
- 1. Angst
- 2. Angst and the Journey
- 3. A Girl Is Mildly Traumatized
- 4. A Girl Is Off to Colorado, Apparently
- 5. Angst and Socializing
- 6. A Girl Is Here for the Introspection
- 7. Angst and the Shower Girl
- 8.???
- 9. Angst and Fishing
- 10. A Girl Is Sampling Sisterhood
- 11. Angst and Swimming
- 12. Is a Girl Alive?
- 13. Angst and All-Consuming Confusion
- 14. A Girl Is Clammy
- 15. Angst and Older Sisters
- 16. A Girl Has Been Caught Off Guard
- 17. Angst and Flashbacks
- 18. A Girl Is Trying to Reconnect
- 19. Angst and Reprocessing
- 20. A Girl Is a Little Disoriented
- 21. Angst and Hypothetical Miracles
- 22. A Girl Is Not Doing That
- 23. Angst and Fire Choir
- 24. A Girl Is Rapt with Attention
- 25. Angst and Metal
- PART 2
- 26. A Girl Is Playing the Long Game
- 27. Angst and Hikes
- 28. A Girl Thinks This Pitch Is Going Well
- 29. Angst and Saying Yes
- 30. A Girl Is on Her Ass
- 31. Angst and Cellular Device Access
- 32. Angst and Goodbyes
- 33. A Girl Is on a Plane
- 34. Angst and the Middle Seat
- 35. A Girl Doesn’t Understand Your Compliment
- 36. Angst and LAX
- 37. A Girl Is Going to Implode if Siri Keeps Ignoring Her Calls
- 38. A Girl Has Never Been to Her Mom’s House
- 39. Angst and Salons
- 40. A Girl Appreciates a Donut
- 41. Angst and Jamie’s Room
- 42. Angst and Dad
- 43. A Girl Can Rock a Catfish
- 44. Angst and Rom-Coms
- 45. A Girl Needs Adventure
- 46. Angst and Improv Practice
- 47. A Girl Fancies Zarar
- 48. Angst and Empathy
- 49. A Girl Is Questioning Everything
- 50. Angst and Pizza Hangs
- 51. A Girl Is Taking All the Calls
- 52. Angst and Good/Bad News
- 53. Angst and Preparation
- 54. A Girl Needs to Do Better
- 55. A Girl Is on Time for Once
- 56. Angst and Emails
- 57. A Girl Gets Feedback
- 58. Angst and Expectations
- 59. A Girl Is on the Train Again
- 60. Angst and a Barbecue
- 61. A Girl Does Family Dinner
- 62. A Girl Is Braving Another Open Mic
- 63. Angst and Ice Cream
- 64. A Girl Needs a Break
- 65. Angst and Vulnerability
- 66. A Girl Is at a Rooftop Soiree
- 67. Angst and Ideas
- 68. A Girl Is Conflicted
- 69. Angst and Storytime
- 70. A Girl Is Inferior
- 71. Angst and Preparations
- 72. A Girl Meets a Family
- 73. A Girl Has Lost Control
- 74. A Girl Is a Hot Mess
- PART 3
- 75. Angst and Road Trips
- 76. A Girl Is Running on Fumes
- 77. Angst and Recall
- 78. A Girl Is Having Trouble with This
- 79. Angst and Resolve
- 80. Angst and Confrontation
- 81. A Girl Is Hanging with Her Family!
- 82. A Girl’s Head Is Spinning
- 83. A Girl Ruined Everything
- 84. Angst and Intervention
- 85. A Girl Is Not Sure How to Proceed
- 86. Angst and Support
- 87. A Girl Has Some Work to Do
- 88. Angst and Progress
- 89. A Girl Isn’t Tired
- 90. Angst and Birthdays
- 91. A Girl Is Voluntarily Here
- 92. A Girl Wants to Make It Better
- 93. Angst and Letting Go
- 94. A Girl Works a Meeting
- 95. Angst and Wine
- 96. A Girl Is Enjoying Herself
- 97. Angst and Bridges
- 98. A Girl Is Going for It
- 99. Angst and Los Angeles
- 100. Angst and Hope
- 101. A Girl Has One More Letter
- 102. A Girl Is Trying Again
- 103. Angst and Pride
- 104. A Girl Is Freaking Flying
- Epilogue
- JAMIE
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Christine Riccio
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
“Now?” I ask.
She shakes her head. “No way, we’re going here first.”
“Isn’t that like … against the rules?”
“There are no rules, Siri. Let go of your restrictive dystopian ice cream mindset!”
“But we haven’t really had lunch or dinner,” I explain.
Dawn serves me a hard look. “Ice cream is lunch.”
I hold back a smile, slipping my hands in my overall pockets. “Okay. Are we going in or do they like, throw the cones at us from the door?”
Dawn purses her lips, concealing a wicked grin. I can see it in her eyes as she looks me up and down.
The inside of Ulor’s is as hipster as the outside. Their logo is a line drawing of an ice cream cone, and they have flavors like balsamic blueberry date, honeysuckle raspberry, and lemon zest birthday flan. They actually have a flavor called chocolate chip cricket mint. There are crickets in one of their flavors!
I’ve never tried cricket. I’m kind of curious to know what they taste like, and how they might complement normal human food.
“Why are you looking at that one so hard? You are not getting ice cream with crickets in it.”
I look over at Dawn and shrug playfully. “I don’t know, I’m pondering it.”
“Wow.” She smiles and puts on a detective voice. “Are you some sort of ice cream adrenaline junkie?”
I grin. “Which are you going to get?”
“I don’t know. I’ve tried all of these, but never that one”—she taps on the glass—“because, well, it sounds nasty.”
I look back down at it. It’s really just a twist on chocolate chip mint. The crickets are covered in chocolate so there’s nothing to ogle at except the sign that pronounces it cricket-full.
“It matches your outfit.” I shoot her a smile. “Do you want to get it together? Then you can say you’ve tried every flavor.”
“What if we both don’t like it?” Dawn reasons. “Maybe we should share two ice creams—you get the disgusting bug-filled one and I get a delicious flavor to act as our control.”
Butterflies flurry to life in my stomach. “You’re going to eat this with me, and I’m going to share yours?” I clarify.
“It seems the only viable solution. I need you to understand what makes this ice cream place extremely superior, and if that bug flavor isn’t good, then you’ll get the wrong impression. But the bug flavor will be an adventure, and if you don’t get it now, we’ll be missing out on all the fun of seeing you eat a bug.”
“Okay.”
“Let’s get these pretty chocolate-dipped cones, we’re definitely Instagramming this momentous occasion.”