Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
Light in the eastern sky has turned
from red to gold in the hour we’ve been
standing here with Frank, waiting for the train
to take him back to camp. Emma looks at her brother
as if she thinks he’s already been to war and is returning
home a few feet taller, covered in ribbons and medals. She
stands on tiptoe and kisses him on the cheek, then folds her
hands around his arm. (For a look like that from Emma, I’d
roam the earth, swim across oceans and fight lions.) Muriel
has not yet said goodbye. Looking up at Frank, she says,
You don’t always have to be the hero. You stay safe now!
Commanding him with such ferocity that he jokes,
Come here and say that. And when she does,
right in front of everyone, he kisses her!
Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
Circles for the Crossing Stones
June 1917
Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
Would You Be Willing?
Muriel
Look, Mama—Papa forgot his lunch—
Ollie’s over at the Normans’, helping
with the planting—I’ll hitch up the horses
and take this to Papa at the lumberyard.
It’s good to be out on this warm day,
half an hour into town, and half an hour back,
time to think my own thoughts, sing to the horses,
wave to men out in the fields—though lately
half the people in the fields are women,
and at the lumberyard, six women, wearing overalls,
are working just as hard as men. They’re filling in
for men who have been drafted, Papa tells me.
All the way home, and all afternoon, I think about
applying for a job myself—I’d earn some money, and
it’s considered “the patriotic thing to do” these days.
But at supper, Mama tells us she has decided to go to work
at a shop in town. The bookkeeper was drafted,
and the manager asked Mama to help out
“for the duration”—that’s the phrase they’re using, to avoid
having to say “war.” (No one knows, of course, how long
the duration will be.) Muriel, would you be willing
to take care of Grace and help with the housework?
“Help with the housework”—ironing and mending,
washing dishes, cooking, milking, churning, mopping.
And, oh yes, “take care of Grace,” as if that’s
a little thing you do when all the other work
is finished. Mama and I together are barely
keeping up with everything; I don’t see how
I’ll do it all myself. But this is not a question.
It’s a request that will define my days—
for the duration. Grace shines a little grin
my way when Mama turns her back—
no doubt thinking of some mischief
I’ll allow that Mama wouldn’t.
The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
The Gentleman Should Always
Muriel
Grace draws a picture: our two houses with the creek