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Chapters (122)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
  5. My Crooked Mind / Muriel
  6. Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
  7. Apple Trees / Emma
  8. Should We? / Ollie
  9. Moral Compass / Muriel
  10. Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
  11. Deep Quiet / Emma
  12. Socks / Muriel
  13. Lightning / Ollie
  14. Ten Days Home / Muriel
  15. Why Not? / Muriel
  16. A Greater Good / Muriel
  17. Someone / Muriel
  18. Would It Hurt? / Emma
  19. Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
  20. Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
  21. Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
  22. The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
  23. Frank’s Absence / Emma
  24. Rocking / Muriel
  25. Geranium / Ollie
  26. Your Son and Brother / Muriel
  27. Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
  28. Love to Everyone / Muriel
  29. 2:25 / Muriel
  30. Seeing Things / Emma
  31. Careful / Muriel
  32. Adventure / Muriel
  33. Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
  34. Blisters / Ollie
  35. Courage / Muriel
  36. Fifteen Words / Muriel
  37. Politics / Emma
  38. A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
  39. Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
  40. “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
  41. Bluebird / Emma
  42. In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
  43. A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
  44. Restless / Muriel
  45. The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
  46. Unbreakable / Muriel
  47. Names / Ollie
  48. Against the Dark Space / Muriel
  49. I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
  50. A Basket / Muriel
  51. My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
  52. Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
  53. Two Languages / Muriel
  54. Staring at Me / Ollie
  55. Invisible Thicket / Muriel
  56. Gray / Emma
  57. A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
  58. Blinding Light / Ollie
  59. A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
  60. Applesauce / Muriel
  61. White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
  62. Her Careful Signature / Muriel
  63. I Know Instantly / Muriel
  64. Blackberry Jam / Emma
  65. Mud / Muriel
  66. Changes / Ollie
  67. This Changes Everything / Muriel
  68. Take This Bread / Emma
  69. Phantom Pain / Ollie
  70. What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
  71. A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
  72. Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
  73. The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
  74. Muriel Can Help / Muriel
  75. Crazy Ideas / Muriel
  76. Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
  77. A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
  78. Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
  79. Here with Grace / Ollie
  80. Look Deeper / Muriel
  81. Could I? / Muriel
  82. Picket Line / Muriel
  83. Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
  84. Grace Brings a Message / Emma
  85. We’re Winning / Muriel
  86. An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
  87. Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
  88. Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
  89. How Close Can I Go? / Emma
  90. One Thousand Women / Muriel
  91. Strangers Together / Muriel
  92. Probably … If / Ollie
  93. Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
  94. I See That, Too / Emma
  95. Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
  96. Tipperary / Ollie
  97. Then What Happened? / Muriel
  98. Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
  99. In the Doorway / Muriel
  100. I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
  101. A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
  102. With Our Three Arms / Emma
  103. Nothing in the World / Muriel
  104. Worth Knowing / Ollie
  105. A Quick Nod / Muriel
  106. I Can See Myself / Emma
  107. Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
  108. We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
  109. My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
  110. It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
  111. Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
  112. One Hand, Drying / Emma
  113. Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
  114. The Scent of Soap / Ollie
  115. I Step onto the Train / January 1918
  116. Now, in the Distance / Muriel
  117. Epilogue
  118. Notes on the Form
  119. Acknowledgments
  120. Also by Helen Frost
  121. About the Author
  122. Newsletter Sign-up

they are doing their best to break our spirit.

Papa reads it out loud and says, Good luck to them.

My sister’s spirit has always been unbreakable.

He studies me. You’re a lot like her, Muriel.

I’m not so sure. Papa thinks I’m strong because

I speak up for my beliefs—but as the war

gets louder all around us, I’m becoming quieter.

If I were in Washington right now, even though

I’m certain that Aunt Vera and her friends

are in the right, I’m pretty sure I’d drop the banner

in the street and slink away before

I’d let them haul me off to prison.

Names / Ollie

Names

Ollie

Dig deeper, men, they tell us.

We’ve been digging five feet deep

through mud, with blisters on our hands, and

still it’s raining and the officers command us: Keep

on digging. So we do. The walls of this hellhole are all that

stand between us and the gunfire of the enemy. I’m digging furiously,

trying to keep up with Victor, Pete, and Phil. Trying not to think about the

dying men we carried on a makeshift stretcher to the ambulance last night,

and whether they made it to the Red Cross tent. What were their names?

Ron and James, I think, and Douglas. Less than a week ago I said to

Phil, Tell me your girlfriend’s name, and I’ll remember it. If

you … you know … I’ll write her a letter. He said,

Maeve McGill, in Omaha. What about you,

kid? Emma, I thought. No one, I said.

Against the Dark Space / Muriel

Against the Dark Space

Muriel

Look, Muriel, five peas in this pod—taste them.

Saturday afternoon, Grace and I are in the garden

picking the late summer peas. The sun is warm but not

too hot, the peas are bursting from their pods,

and Grace is being good, helping with the work

without complaining. We need her to be more

grown-up than usual, more than she probably feels;

she sets her doll, Eliza Jane, at the end of each row

and as she works, she looks up constantly to show me

and Eliza Jane how many peas she’s picked

(besides the ones she’s eating). And so it

happens that it’s Grace who sees him first—

the man in uniform, turning in our lane.

I see everything at once—Grace’s curiosity,

until she sees my face shift from calm

to terror, and instantly her face reflects my own.

The man’s slow walk, slower still as he approaches.

The paper in his hand. White against his clean

blue uniform. (Against the dark space

of the letters Ollie has not written. Why?)

Yesterday, I received a short letter from Frank,

and I see that, too, like a flash of lightning

across this suddenly dark place.

Grace, I say, go inside and stay there.

Tell Mama to come out. Tell her …