Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
so often does, We’ll see, when the time comes.
A Greater Good / Muriel
A Greater Good
Muriel
I should have been the valedictorian. Does it bother you,
Emma asked me, to be smarter than all the boys?
No, it doesn’t bother me, but Mr. Sander couldn’t stand
to hear me give a speech—who knows what radical ideas
I might express. He gave me a D in comportment
(Comportment: Who I am! How I conduct myself!)
so my final average fell one quarter point below
Arthur Anderson’s, and now we are listening
to Arthur lecture us: We must all Put Others First
in this Time of our Country’s Greatest Need.
We must Sacrifice our Selfish Dreams
for a Greater Good. The teachers and parents
and half the students get out their handkerchiefs
to dab tears from their eyes, and call attention to
their sniffles. Silently, I argue against every word
that Arthur says: If we do put others first, if we love
the ones we love and trust people everywhere
to do the same, wouldn’t we stop sacrificing one another,
fooling ourselves into believing that such sacrifice would solve
our problems? Wouldn’t we be free to pursue
those selfish dreams that might, if
everyone is putting others first,
lead to a genuinely greater good?
I’m still steaming about all this
when Frank offers me his arm to walk
from the school to the dance hall. The soft swish
of my dress doesn’t stop me from stomping along,
arguing point by point with Arthur’s speech.
Why is everyone just doing what they’re told?
The presidents of all the countries should
meet somewhere and fight this war themselves
if they think it’s worth fighting.
What are they sacrificing? Have they asked the mothers
who gave the best years of their lives to raise
these boys the presidents are sending into battle?
No! Women don’t even get to vote—it isn’t fair!
Frank listens for a while, then says, You’re starting
to sound like one of those Woman Suffragists, Muriel.
It doesn’t sound very patriotic. But who cares?
You graduated! Let’s dance! And so we do,
together, and with other friends—I dance with all
the boys except for Arthur, who doesn’t ask me,
and Frank dances with each of the twelve girls
in my class, and then he and I dance
the last dance, relaxing into each other’s arms,
Frank’s heartbeat steady in my ear. I have to admit,
I’m enjoying this, and when the dance is over,
it’s nice to walk outside into the night,
with Frank, my almost-but-not-quite brother.
Someone / Muriel
Someone
Muriel
The horses clip-clop down the road ahead of us—
the fragrance of lilacs, then the sweet scent of skunk,
a chorus of crickets and spring peepers. It’s not often
Frank and I are alone together, neither Emma