Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
to come to Washington on the train with Grace.
Ollie and Emma have accomplished what
Mama, Grace, and I could not: the two of them
have brought our families together, almost
like we were before Frank and Ollie went to war.
Ollie invited Mrs. Norman over, so sweetly, Emma told me,
that she could not refuse, and Mr. Norman
said of course they’d come: We have a lot to celebrate.
Here they come now, crossing Crabapple Creek,
Mrs. Norman carrying her blackberry-apple
cobbler—I’ve been missing that these past few months.
Why is Mr. Norman carrying Frank’s banjo?
Grace, he says when they arrive, you’ve said
you’d like to learn to play an instrument.
This was Frank’s—we gave it to him when he
was not much older than you are. Now
we’re giving it to you. Mama’s hand
goes to her mouth—she glances up—
Mrs. Norman gives a brief nod
and they both look at Grace, who simply answers,
Thank you, Mr. Norman. Will you teach me
how to play it? Mr. Norman smiles.
Yes, he says. My father’s uncle taught him,
he taught me, I taught Fr—
I taught … my boy …
I’d be happy to teach you.
One Hand, Drying / Emma
One Hand, Drying
Emma
Muriel and I are in the kitchen with our mothers, frying
chicken, slicing sweet potatoes. Mrs. Jorgensen lays out her best blue
tablecloth, the one she brought from the old country. As we set the table
for eight instead of nine, we pause, but no one says Frank’s name out loud.
The men come in together—they have managed to repair the windmill. I pay
attention, watching how Ollie’s mother helps him when he needs it, without
embarrassing him. She cuts his food into bite-size pieces before she brings
it to the table and she moves his spoon to the left side of his plate. Things
I might not have noticed if … (Does Muriel know I’m thinking about
marrying her brother?) He glances over at me. He’s found a way
to wash his hand and dry it. Is he showing off a bit, proud
of the muscle in his arm? (Look, Emma, I’m capable.
I can carry two chairs in one hand.) Inviting me to
witness his accomplishment: one hand, drying.
Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail
Muriel
After supper, Mr. Norman teaches Grace
to play Frank’s banjo—she learns quickly. Emma
sits beside Ollie, humming the tune Grace plays.
Mama and Papa are outside looking at the windmill
and I’m standing by myself at the window.
Mrs. Norman studies me. She’s holding
something white—clean, ironed, neatly folded.
Muriel? she says, careful not to interrupt my thoughts.
I have something for you. She unfolds the pillowcase
she’s been embroidering all these weeks—thousands
of tiny stitches, daisies and roses and butterflies,