Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
Sash Abandoned in the Snow
Muriel
I open my eyes and look around.
The man who hit me has disappeared—
into the paddy wagon, I assume
(the police are locking it).
Ruby and Mrs. Ellis help me to my feet.
Are you needing an ambulance? asks Ruby.
No, I answer, I’ll be okay in a minute.
The crowd is dispersing, but …
all these banners on the ground, and …
Where are the picketers? I ask.
Ruby points to the paddy wagon
driving off. Not the brutal man inside,
but eleven peaceful women. Why? I ask.
“Obstructing traffic,” Ruby mimics.
Mrs. Ellis gathers up the banners.
She’ll need help carrying them back to
headquarters. A lump is rising on my forehead
as I kneel to pick up a gold-and-purple sash—
torn, abandoned in the snow. I fold it
carefully and put it in my pocket.
Grace Brings a Message / Emma
Grace Brings a Message
Emma
Grace brings a message on the day
we thought Muriel would be coming home.
Muriel got hurt. She was in a suffering picket line.
Aunt Vera isn’t out yet. They won’t be home until next week.
She must mean “suffrage.” My first thought, unfortunately, is not:
What happened to Muriel? Oh, I’m so sorry! How badly is she hurt?
But rather: Another long week of doing half of her work, plus my own.
Grace looks tired. She’s doing as much as she can; I don’t want to moan
to her about this—she’s a child. I go back to the ironing. Father’s shirt
is missing its top button—where is it? Then Grace says, I’m hot,
Emma. Will you walk partway with me—as far as the creek?
It’s been too long since I, or any of us, have made time
for Grace. Wait a minute—her face … How come
it’s so red? Yes, I’ll walk you home, I say.
We’re Winning / Muriel
We’re Winning
Muriel
The goose egg on my head has gone down.
Ruby and I wait with Mrs. Ellis at the prison gate—
I’m telling them about Aunt Vera: When she
comes to visit, she always brings a book for me, a toy
for Grace. She brings Ollie chocolates,
and something practical for Papa—a handsaw
or a box of nails. For Mama, she finds a new hat
or dress—the latest fashion from Chicago.
Mama always says, “Oh, I could never
wear something so flamboyant, Vera—you
keep it; it looks better on you.” But in the end,
Mama usually keeps her gift;
occasionally she even wears it.
I’m smiling at these memories, picturing
Aunt Vera getting off the train last Christmas
in her blue wool coat and matching hat,
sweeping me into a big hug …
Here she is. What does Mrs. Ellis mean?
I see the prison gate swing open—
but here who is? The woman
who walks toward us on the arm