Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
be obvious: here comes the mailman, smiling—
A letter for you, Miss Jorgensen, and one
for your parents. One from Frank for me?
Ollie’s for all of us? I’m right about Ollie—
but as it’s not addressed to me, I put it aside.
My letter … is not from Frank. Familiar
handwriting I can’t quite place—Aunt Vera?
Why would she write to me, rather than to Papa?
Dear Muriel (small, careful script), I’m writing
to you because I’m about to embark on a journey
some might consider foolhardy, and many
are suggesting could be dangerous.
I sent your family, as I always do, the most recent
issue of Suffrage News, but it was returned—
the post office will no longer deliver what the government
deems unpatriotic. (Come to think of it, it is a long time
since we’ve heard from Aunt Vera—no letters,
no newspaper clippings, no political cartoons
from the Chicago papers.) It is not right that women
should have no voice in these matters of great
concern to us. President Wilson has his mind
on the war at the moment, but I, and many others,
refuse to let him ignore our cause—universal
suffrage for all adult citizens, in all states.
I am going to Washington to join the picket line
in front of the White House. (Have you heard
any news about this?) I am writing to say
I am doing this for you, Muriel, and for
Grace—for all the girls yet to be born. I expect
to be in Washington for one week. I’ll stop to see you
on my way home so that I can speak to you in person
about the reasons for what we are doing.
You give me courage, my dear Muriel.
I look forward to seeing you soon.
With love, Aunt Vera. I read the letter
over and over—foolhardy? dangerous?
She says I give her courage—how
can I give what I don’t have myself?
Fifteen Words / Muriel
Fifteen Words
Muriel
Dear Ma and Pa,
I’m fine. Could you send me some socks?
Your son, Ollie.
Papa pores over the Sears catalog
as if he’s ordering a tractor.
What do you think, cotton or wool?
What size? How many pairs?
Mama spends the weekend furiously
knitting—and finishes two pairs of socks by
Monday morning. I bake oatmeal macaroons
and Grace draws a detailed portrait of the cows
to add to the parcel we send off to Ollie.
No one says what we’re all thinking:
fifteen words after three weeks does not
sound “fine.” Could I board tomorrow morning’s
train—to Chicago, and from there to Kansas—
and take these socks and macaroons to him myself?
If, as I suspect, Ollie is not fine, could I tell
someone he’s too young to go to war?
Could I bring my brother home?
Politics / Emma
Politics
Emma
I’ve never really understood