Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
compose—but I’ll miss walking home with Emma,
and I’m restless: What will I do with myself
once the applesauce and peas and beans
are all in their jars on the pantry shelves and
the storm windows are washed and fitted
back in place, and…? Once I start thinking
about it, I can see the list goes on and on—help Papa
butcher the pig and hang the ham and bacon
in the smokehouse; get all our winter woolens
out of storage and check them thoroughly
for moth holes that need mending; let down
the hems of all the skirts and dresses
Grace has outgrown since last winter;
make Christmas gifts for everyone. And then,
when the earth warms up next April—start all over.
My life could go on like that forever.
Unless …
I hear they need nurses in the army hospitals,
they need workers in the factories; they’re finding
out that women can do almost all the things
that men have always done. What if,
some morning, I walk down our path and shut
the gate behind me, keep on going down
the dusty road to town, get on a train to …
somewhere? Wouldn’t something interesting
be bound to happen?
The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
The Tide That’s Drowning Millions
Emma
School isn’t much fun
this year without Muriel, without
Ollie. Almost all the boys are gone now.
It’s spreading like an epidemic, all of them
following each other into the army, navy, air corps
(they all want to fly), or merchant marines. Whenever
one of the boys signs up, all the rest start talking big;
the teachers applaud the ones who go. Yesterday, Sig
Olsen left (when his sister brags about it, she never
says she tried to talk him out of going, of course).
Frank wrote to us: They’re hoping we can stem
the tide that’s drowning millions. But how,
I begin to wonder, will they set about
doing what no one else has done?
Unbreakable / Muriel
Unbreakable
Muriel
The paper has an article about Aunt Vera’s protest.
The day after she and seven others were arrested,
ten new women took their places on the picket line;
those ten were arrested that same day, and fifteen
more came to hold the banners. The articles
and cartoons are not complimentary—everyone
seems to think this is a big joke. When someone takes it
seriously, it’s only to chastise the protesters:
unwomanly, unpatriotic, a thorn in the side of the president
when he has more important things (The War)
to think about. But Aunt Vera managed
to smuggle a letter out of prison. (One of the
prison workers is secretly on their side.)
As long as there’s a shred of a banner
to hold up, Aunt Vera writes, there will be women
to stand in the rain (or snow, if it comes to that)
and hold it. We’re political prisoners—