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Chapters (122)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
  5. My Crooked Mind / Muriel
  6. Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
  7. Apple Trees / Emma
  8. Should We? / Ollie
  9. Moral Compass / Muriel
  10. Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
  11. Deep Quiet / Emma
  12. Socks / Muriel
  13. Lightning / Ollie
  14. Ten Days Home / Muriel
  15. Why Not? / Muriel
  16. A Greater Good / Muriel
  17. Someone / Muriel
  18. Would It Hurt? / Emma
  19. Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
  20. Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
  21. Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
  22. The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
  23. Frank’s Absence / Emma
  24. Rocking / Muriel
  25. Geranium / Ollie
  26. Your Son and Brother / Muriel
  27. Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
  28. Love to Everyone / Muriel
  29. 2:25 / Muriel
  30. Seeing Things / Emma
  31. Careful / Muriel
  32. Adventure / Muriel
  33. Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
  34. Blisters / Ollie
  35. Courage / Muriel
  36. Fifteen Words / Muriel
  37. Politics / Emma
  38. A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
  39. Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
  40. “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
  41. Bluebird / Emma
  42. In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
  43. A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
  44. Restless / Muriel
  45. The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
  46. Unbreakable / Muriel
  47. Names / Ollie
  48. Against the Dark Space / Muriel
  49. I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
  50. A Basket / Muriel
  51. My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
  52. Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
  53. Two Languages / Muriel
  54. Staring at Me / Ollie
  55. Invisible Thicket / Muriel
  56. Gray / Emma
  57. A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
  58. Blinding Light / Ollie
  59. A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
  60. Applesauce / Muriel
  61. White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
  62. Her Careful Signature / Muriel
  63. I Know Instantly / Muriel
  64. Blackberry Jam / Emma
  65. Mud / Muriel
  66. Changes / Ollie
  67. This Changes Everything / Muriel
  68. Take This Bread / Emma
  69. Phantom Pain / Ollie
  70. What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
  71. A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
  72. Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
  73. The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
  74. Muriel Can Help / Muriel
  75. Crazy Ideas / Muriel
  76. Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
  77. A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
  78. Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
  79. Here with Grace / Ollie
  80. Look Deeper / Muriel
  81. Could I? / Muriel
  82. Picket Line / Muriel
  83. Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
  84. Grace Brings a Message / Emma
  85. We’re Winning / Muriel
  86. An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
  87. Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
  88. Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
  89. How Close Can I Go? / Emma
  90. One Thousand Women / Muriel
  91. Strangers Together / Muriel
  92. Probably … If / Ollie
  93. Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
  94. I See That, Too / Emma
  95. Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
  96. Tipperary / Ollie
  97. Then What Happened? / Muriel
  98. Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
  99. In the Doorway / Muriel
  100. I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
  101. A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
  102. With Our Three Arms / Emma
  103. Nothing in the World / Muriel
  104. Worth Knowing / Ollie
  105. A Quick Nod / Muriel
  106. I Can See Myself / Emma
  107. Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
  108. We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
  109. My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
  110. It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
  111. Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
  112. One Hand, Drying / Emma
  113. Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
  114. The Scent of Soap / Ollie
  115. I Step onto the Train / January 1918
  116. Now, in the Distance / Muriel
  117. Epilogue
  118. Notes on the Form
  119. Acknowledgments
  120. Also by Helen Frost
  121. About the Author
  122. Newsletter Sign-up

even seem to realize Frank isn’t here. Muriel’s father makes a joke

to mine about turning us into boys while Frank is away.

Even as we figure out who will do what, we

hold his place open, however we can.

Rocking / Muriel

Rocking

Muriel

The hand that rocks the cradle is the hand that

rules the world, Mama says, by which she means

I should be content to learn the women’s work

that she and Mrs. Norman do so smoothly

anyone would think there’s nothing to it—

until a day like today when I almost burn

the house down making eleven pints

of strawberry jam—how should I know

paraffin can catch fire so easily?

I ignore my burning hand and rush to the creek

for a bucket of cold water—only to discover that water

fans the flames instead of putting out this kind of fire.

I’m never going to get married! Never! I burst out.

Mama tries to quiet me: No one’s talking

about marriage. Calm down, Muriel—all’s well

that ends well. It’s a good thing it happened

on a Saturday when I’m at home. She thinks

I can be soothed and smothered,

like the fire she extinguishes so quickly,

so competently, it doesn’t even burn the blanket

she puts over it—where did Mama learn to do that?

She smiles her sweetest, most infuriating smile

as she wraps a bandage around my blistered hand.

Women influence the world in quiet ways,

she says. We keep peace in our families, and

raise our children to be decent, honest people.

Decent. Honest. (Frank)

But what good does that do, I argue, if your

decent, honest children are sent off to fight

and maybe die in a war someone else

started, and all the girls and mothers

in America have no way of stopping?

She holds my bandaged hand, pushes

a strand of hair from my flushed face.

I don’t know the answer to that question,

she finally admits. She studies me:

Maybe you won’t rock a cradle, Muriel.

Some women seem to prefer to rock the boat.

She speaks gently, thoughtfully; there’s truth

in what she sees and says. But her words sting

like yellow jackets flying from a nest I don’t

know is there until I step right into it.

Geranium / Ollie

Geranium

Ollie

Will Emma write to me? I can’t ask

because I’m not saying goodbye to anyone.

They’ll all know, by this time tomorrow, that I’ve

left home to catch the train to Kansas for basic training.

What will Pa do when he finds out I enlisted, underage? I

think it’s better not to tell him. Grace asks, Why are you

being so nice to me now, Ollie? I’ve been spending all my

free time finishing her playhouse. Emma hung new

pink curtains in the windows. Now she holds the