Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
A short man pushes a tall man toward Ruby,
taunting, You’re a good-lookin’ gal—
you need a man? Here’s one for you.
Ruby holds her banner high, ignoring them,
even when the tall man stumbles and falls
in front of her. The short man doesn’t help him up;
he laughs and says, Elmer here, he falls for every
pretty girl he sees, then looks around, expecting us to laugh
at this pathetic joke. When no one, including Elmer,
does, he grabs a banner and runs off with it.
Five bucks is five bucks, he hollers back,
as Elmer scrambles to his feet and follows him.
(Someone is paying these men to torment
the picketers? Five dollars for a stolen
banner? Where are the police?)
The crowd grows larger, noisier. I’m relieved
when the police arrive, assuming they’ll arrest
the most belligerent of these men—those two,
who have obviously been drinking, or that one,
shaking his fist in Lucinda Schultz’s face.
Yes, two officers approach Lucinda, take her
by both arms, and escort her away from the drunken man.
(She does not appear to appreciate their protection.)
You’re under arrest, they say (what? to her?)
as the man who has been threatening her
laughs and walks away. Ruby is left alone,
trying to hold the banner by herself—
I pause only for a second before
stepping in and picking up the other side
as Lucinda grips the police wagon’s iron bars
and Ruby asks the officer, What is she charge with?
He replies, The same as usual: obstructing traffic.
But we’re not obstructing anything—
we’re standing well back on the sidewalk,
and the traffic is obstructed only by the
crowd. Why don’t the police control
the crowd? A WOMAN’S PLACE IS IN THE HOME.
A man holds up a wide, flat board with that slogan
scrawled across it in large letters, and something
I can’t quite read in small writing below it. A plank
for your platform, he taunts. He waves the board
at Ruby and me—we pretend not to notice.
The crowd surges forward, meaner now.
I squint to read the small words on the plank:
BAREFOOT AND PREGNANT IN THE KICHEN
(he can’t spell “kitchen”). I think: Papa
and Mr. Norman—with Frank and Ollie’s help—
built the barn in twenty days, nailing down
each plank so carefully. (How will Ollie
use a hammer now?) These men are neither
building anything nor fighting overseas.
Much as I despise the war, I despise
them even more. I face the man and
speak. My voice is clear and strong:
You are a lazy coward.
Ruby stares at me, the look
on her face my only warning—
the man raises the plank
above his head
(he’s tall, I’m short);
the board cracks
on my head …
my knees buckle …
loud buzzing …
black … spinning stars …
distant voices …