Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
afraid of? Will he crack a window open
in the White House and listen like a little boy
when he thinks no one is watching?
Aunt Vera finishes her speech and steps down
from the podium. She finds me in the crowd.
She’s still thin, but radiant with joy reflected
to and from these women—and I’m
included, right here at the center.
I’m strong enough, she says, to travel home.
(It’s time to get back on the train already?)
But, she adds, I won’t be going. (Why not?)
While I was in prison, my boss sent word
that he’s replaced me. (She lost her job!)
Don’t worry, she assures me. I have savings,
and it won’t be hard to find work
when I get back. But I’ve decided to stay here
in Washington, at least until all the suffrage
prisoners are released. Victory is so close
we can almost touch it! But there’s hard work
ahead of us—I’m needed here now, Muriel.
I’m sorry you came all this way for nothing.
I look out at the crowd—today I’m one small part
of something big. No, Aunt Vera, not for nothing,
I reply. I straighten out my sash, link arms with her
and Ruby, and the three of us walk forward.
Strangers Together / Muriel
Strangers Together
Muriel
Swing low, sweet chariot, comin’ for to carry
me home, a mother in the seat behind me sings
to her baby. The baby cries, then quiets
as the train rocks us, strangers together,
our voices softening as night comes on.
The city noises fade away, and echoes of the
past two weeks collide: young boys selling papers,
Aunt Vera’s speech, Ruby’s gentle Danish accent
as she speaks to the children in her kindergarten class,
or to me—her parting words: Come back and teach with me.
You’re good with children, Muriel. I think of Joey,
then doze off and dream of Grace, stretching
out her hand: When will Muriel come back?
Emma sings, I looked over Jordan, and what
did I see, comin’ for to carry me home?
A band of angels, comin’ after me, comin’ for
to carry me home. But when I wake up, it’s not Emma singing;
it’s the mother behind me, trying to soothe her baby.
I turn around and offer: Shall I hold her awhile
so you can get a little rest? She looks me over:
If she’ll let you, that would be kind.
Her name is Viola Irene. I take the baby
in my arms, awkwardly at first, but her hair
has the same sweet smell I remember
from holding Grace when she was a baby,
and it all comes back. I rock Viola; she smiles
up at me, making little gurgle sounds—she wants
to have a conversation. When she falls asleep at last,
and I return her to her mother, the train