Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
against the law for Muriel to speak her mind
as freely as she’d like. I read the article:
Congress has passed an abominable law,
the Espionage Act, which threatens punishment—
twenty years in prison! a ten-thousand-dollar fine!—
for arguing against the war. It’s now illegal
to mail newspapers, or even letters, that give arguments
against the draft. Does this mean Aunt Vera can’t write to us
like she always does, telling us about her suffrage
meetings and why she and her friends are angry
about the war, especially the draft—remember
that article that called it “a new kind of slavery”?
Papa paces, door to table, table back to door.
I don’t know, he says. They’re not likely to arrest my sister,
but the worst of this is—this! Exactly what is happening
right here in this room, right now. Mama
doesn’t see it the way we do. She listens and then
puts in her two cents’ worth: Be careful, Muriel,
in what you write to Frank. I glance at her—
how does she even know about our letters?
Most likely from the nosy postmistress
who sorts the mail and shares our party line;
I bet she listens in on my private conversations
and tells my parents things she’s heard me say
to Emma. As for Mama’s admonition
to be careful, I have to smile—the letters
Frank and I exchange could hardly
be more careful than they are.
Adventure / Muriel
Adventure
Muriel
Frank writes letters to Emma and his parents—
Emma shows them to me—cheerful,
hearty: he’s having an adventure
he can’t wait to tell them all about
when he gets home. He’s met people
from all over the world! Soldiers from India
who don’t use helmets—they wrap their heads
in turbans! Scottish soldiers who wear kilts
that look like skirts. Frank hopes to visit
Scotland when he gets a few weeks’
leave, probably three months from now.
How are the crops? Is everyone well?
He’s proud to serve his country.
Don’t worry about him, he’s doing just fine.
Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
Frank Writes to Me
Muriel
I’m surprised they even sent this letter,
after censoring so much of it. I read what I can,
then hold it up to the light and guess the rest.
Frank must have written something
other than what he knows he is allowed
to say, but now he’ll think he’s told me
things I haven’t read—it’s frustrating, like trying
to carry on a conversation through a thick curtain.
Dear Muriel, Thank you for writing to me.
I bet it’s hard on you, trying to keep up
with all the work. (Did I complain too much?)
Don’t go burning down the house, now.
I’m glad you don’t sugarcoat things
when you write to me, Muriel—