Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
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I am wanting to speak to Mr. Jorgensen,
Vera’s brother. I tell her I’m home alone.
Can you give to your father a message for me?
(No, I’m tempted to reply, we’ve had all
the bad news we can take.) Of course, I answer,
picking up a pencil. My name, she says,
is Ruby Madsen. I am living
in Washington, and I have been
picketing the White House with Vera.
She is in prison for five weeks now.
(Five weeks? I’ve lost track of time!)
They are beginning to see they can’t
prison us forever—they release a few
women already. Vera still refuse to eat,
no matter how hard things are for her.
You know how strong she is in her mind,
but in her body she is very weak now.
We are hoping they release her next week,
but she can’t travel alone then. I want to ask
your father can he come to Washington
to travel home with his sister. Ruby gives me
a number where she can be reached, and asks me
to have Papa call her back or send a telegram.
I’ll give him the message, I promise.
I stay on the line to find out how many
people have been listening in.
Two clicks—no, three. Who else, besides
the operator, heard our conversation?
I hitch up the horses as quickly as I can—
I want to reach the lumberyard and give Papa
this message before he hears it as the gossip
it will become within the hour.
Muriel Can Help / Muriel
Muriel Can Help
Muriel
I don’t see how I can go, Papa says to Mama.
We’re shorthanded at work as it is these days.
He studies Mama’s face. Could you go? he asks.
Mama shakes her head. It’s all too much; I’m
going to quit my job—Ollie needs me at home.
But that’s the reason I can’t do this for Vera.
How could I be away for a week right now?
Ollie objects—he’s finally woken up, after sleeping
for twelve hours a day, six days in a row—I have to
learn to take care of myself sometime, Ma.
Go ahead, if you want to—Muriel can help me.
Mama glances from me to Ollie, and then
to Papa; she opens her mouth, closes it—
she doesn’t want to go, she’s hurt that Ollie
doesn’t think he needs her, and neither she,
nor anyone, questions Ollie’s assumption
that “Muriel can help.” They all know
I’ll do what’s asked of me, in this, as always. I see
in that glance a long lifetime ahead of me—am I to be
“my brother’s keeper”? His right arm? Even as
I’m forming words, about to spill them out,
I’m wary of hurting Ollie and Mama,
wishing Papa would come to my defense