Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
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I still have a small lump on my forehead, but at first
it was bigger than a goose egg! Ruby—a girl
I met—said there are some decent men in Washington,
the same as anywhere, but I didn’t meet many of them.
I met a lot of smart women, though. Ruby teaches
kindergarten—she said I should go back
someday and teach there because I’m good with children.
If it weren’t for her kindergarten, the children in her class
would have to go to factories all day with their mothers,
and a lot of them are put to work, even little ones.
Some people in Congress are trying to pass child labor laws,
which I think would be a good idea, don’t you? Wait …
Emma … you missed the turn to our house.
I guess I’m talking so much you forgot
where you’re going! Emma reins in the horses
and turns to look at me. She looks tired. Sad?
I didn’t forget, she says. Your parents asked me
to bring you to our house tonight. I wait for her
to explain, but she goes on in silence, letting the horses
trot toward her house, not mine. Emma, what is it?
Is something wrong? She has tears in her eyes!
Yes, Muriel, something is very wrong.
There’s Ollie, filling a pail with water from the creek;
he seems okay—I look more closely—
has his wound flared up? Emma
wipes her nose, brushes away tears.
It’s not Ollie, Muriel. It’s Grace.
I See That, Too / Emma
I See That, Too
Emma
Muriel takes a good, hard look at me. The fear
in my eyes must answer the question she doesn’t dare
ask. She jumps to the ground, lifts her skirt, and runs. Before
anyone can stop her, she’s across Crabapple Creek and halfway
home. Later, when Father takes her suitcase over, they don’t invite
him in. Ollie came to the buggy to meet me, he says when he gets back.
Grace is still alive. Mother makes them a pot of soup and a loaf of bread.
I can take it over, I offer. Mother draws a deep breath. No, I’ll go instead.
Father looks up at her, says, Yes, that’s good. Then, Ollie doesn’t let the lack
of an arm stop him from much, does he? I see that, too. Late last night
when he heard me singing to Grace, he came out to the creek to say,
I like your singing, Emma, but … Grace can’t hear you anymore.
I reached out to hold him. No, he said, Please stay where
you are. Ollie—as always, so thoughtful. So dear.
Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
Lake of Shining Waters
Muriel
“Good night, dear Lake of Shining Waters.
I always say good night to the things I love
just as I would to people. I think they like it.