Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
He says the trip over was terrible, everyone was seasick,
but now they’re getting ready to fight. He sounds
excited, he sounds proud—here, read it yourself.
I take the letter from her and turn away
so she can’t see my hand trembling,
heaven knows why—it’s not as if Frank
is my brother, it’s not as if … Well, in any case,
I’m glad to know he has safely crossed the ocean:
The sea voyage was very rough, but at least
we finally got some time to write a few letters,
and tomorrow we’ll be able to mail them.
The food is terrible—Mother, what I’d give
for a dish of your apple crisp, warm from the oven.
But I can’t complain—the blisters on my heels
have turned to calluses, and I guess we’re all
as ready as we’ll ever be for what comes next.
Tell Ollie thanks for helping on the farm.
Tell Muriel—Why has he crossed that out?
My love to everyone, Frank.
2:25 / Muriel
2:25
Muriel
One good thing about Mama’s working:
I’m the one to meet the mailman
at 2:25 this afternoon while Grace
is taking her nap. Dear Muriel, Thank you
for your letter. I meant to apologize
for my behavior on the train platform.
I’m glad to see you aren’t holding that
against me. I don’t know what came over me—
you looked so pretty in that yellow blouse, I guess
I got carried away. Well, we’re in France now,
and I’m afraid there’s not too much to write about,
unless you’re interested in trench shovels,
mud, the sound of other fellows snoring
all night long. You’re not? I didn’t think so.
How’s everyone at home? Tell Grace
I liked her picture, and she can draw me
standing with the rest of you on that last stone. That’s
where I see myself whenever they give us time
to think of home. Which isn’t often.
Yours, Frank.
Seeing Things / Emma
Seeing Things
Emma
Everywhere, I’m seeing
things that make me think of
Ollie. The red geranium in Grace’s
playhouse window—his last day, when
he knew he’d be leaving, but I did not. A hay
bale’s wisps of hay stick out like Ollie’s hair—I
reach out to tuck them back into his hat. The cat,
lost for three days, comes home skinny—even that
makes me wonder: Is Ollie eating well? When a fly
lands on my arm, I remember Ollie’s arm, the way
he’d flex his muscle, showing off. The white hen
is laying three or four eggs every day in places
she never has before: Wouldn’t Ollie love
an omelet? (He is only sixteen!)
Careful / Muriel
Careful
Muriel
Papa slaps the newspaper down on the table.
They’ve gone and done it. Now it is, in fact,