Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
talking-to I barely hear until he gets to that
last line—I’d better straighten out my
mind? No thank you, Mister Sir Secretary
Reverend General Your Honor, I think
but do not say. I like the way my mind meanders
like the creek that flows into the northern tip
of Reuben Lake, out the southwest side
into the Little Betsy River, and on and on
from there to who knows where, until
eventually it joins the wild sea.
Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
Our Lives and Our Fortunes
Muriel
We’ve all heard what is coming: we know
the president will take us right into the middle
of this war they’re fighting overseas, yet I can’t help
hoping against hope that someone, somehow
might find a way to keep us out of it.
Our neighbors, Emma Norman and her parents,
step carefully across Crabapple Creek on their way
to our house to listen to the president address the nation.
Mr. Norman brings his usual peppermints for Grace,
and she, as always, passes them around until there’s only one
left in the bag, then gives the bag to Mrs. Norman—
Take this home, she says, and save it
for when Frank comes back. She’s done that
at least once a week for the past six months,
since Frank left for basic training. I have no idea
if Mrs. Norman actually saves them, but the thought is so
big-hearted for a seven-year-old child, maybe Frank
can taste some kind of sweetness; even all those
miles away in Kansas, he must know that here
in Michigan we’re missing him. And never more so
than this evening, as we gather close around
the radio and hear the president proclaim: The world
must be made safe for democracy … To such a task
we can dedicate our lives and our fortunes,
everything that we are and everything
that we have. He needs an army of 500,000 men;
he invokes the principle of universal liability
to service. Ollie stands up, puffs out his chest,
and glances across the room at Emma.
Tell me, Mr. President, is my brother
“everything that we are” or is he “everything
that we have”? I only know I’m grateful
he is just sixteen, not old enough
to offer up his everything into your hands.
Apple Trees / Emma
Apple Trees
Emma
I remember last September, before
Frank left for basic training, he and Ollie
waiting in the apple trees—Ollie on their side
of the creek, and Frank on ours—watching for Muriel
and me to cross Crabapple Creek. Halfway across, where
an eddy spins between two stones, I looked up just in time
to see Ollie throw an apple down at me. I caught it, threw it
back, and to everyone’s immense surprise, I somehow hit
Ollie in the arm, which made him lose his balance. I’m
still not sure how he got from tree to water, but there