Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
cat in her lap, stroking it. This morning, Grace
slept on an old quilt as I pounded in one last
nail and looked around. Remember this:
Emma’s hand on the freshly painted
sill as she waters a red geranium.
Your Son and Brother / Muriel
Your Son and Brother
Muriel
We wake up and Ollie’s not here—nothing
so unusual; he’s probably gone over to the Normans’.
Mama and Papa go to work, I milk Rosie
and make breakfast, Grace wakes up and eats it.
I feed the chickens, churn the butter.
It’s early afternoon when Mrs. Norman
comes to ask if Ollie might spare an hour or so
to help them fix a leak in their roof. What?
I thought he’d been at your house since
six o’clock this morning. We look everywhere
in both our houses, anyplace he might be working.
Grace says, He finished my playhouse yesterday.
Emma made pink curtains! We look there.
No. And then the mailman comes,
with Ollie’s letter: You’ll receive this
on Wednesday afternoon, after I have left.
I’m headed to Kansas for basic training.
You might think I’m too young, but I’m
only twenty months younger than Frank. It’s been
rough on me, thinking of him over there while I
stay safe at home. I had no trouble getting
the recruiters to believe I’m eighteen—
think of it this way: by the next time you see me,
I will be. Pa, don’t go in and try to change this—
if they find out my real age, it could cause trouble.
I’ll write again when I get settled in.
Ma and Muriel, I know you would have made me
a chicken dinner if you’d known I was leaving,
but I hope you’ll understand why I decided
not to tell you. I’ll look forward to that
dinner when I get home. Don’t be sore.
Your son and brother, Ollie.
The Normans come over and we all talk
through supper, and on and on until the sun goes down.
Papa wants to follow Ollie on tomorrow’s train.
I’ll go in his place, if they’ll let me.
He’s a mere boy. I’m not too old.
But Mr. Norman convinces Papa
that Ollie is right: A dishonorable discharge
for lying about his age could follow him
all through his life. Mama and Emma keep talking
about the danger he’ll be in. It scares me, too,
but for once I keep my opinions to myself.
If I start talking, I’m afraid I might admit
how my thoughts keep turning from the war
to Ollie’s chores. Who will do them now?
Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
Conversation Through a Thick Curtain
July 1917
Love to Everyone / Muriel
Love to Everyone
Muriel
Emma comes leaping over the crossing stones,
waving a letter: It’s from Frank! He’s in France now.