Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
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luck, I’ll build up my muscle and look older.) I sort the
lumber. I might not finish it before … I start to
say. Before what, Ollie? I don’t answer.
Ten Days Home / Muriel
Ten Days Home
Muriel
Frank has finished his training; now
he has ten days of home leave. Then—
nobody can say for sure, but it looks like
he’ll be shipped overseas. We meet him
at the station—I’m the first to see him (I can’t
help noticing how his shoulders fill his uniform),
but I stand back when three girls surround him
as he jumps from the train, swinging his duffel bag
across his back. He scans the crowd—his eyes light on us
(on me?) as Grace sees him and runs to hug him.
He lifts her in the air and swings her high (she
almost kicks Edith Morgan in the jaw),
and Frank is ours for these few days.
We all gather at the Normans’ house for dinner—
Mrs. Norman slices a clove-studded ham; Emma’s baked
a batch of “Grandma Jean’s Best Dinner Rolls”;
Mama and I made a four-layer devil’s food cake;
and after Frank has eaten three large pieces, he plays
a few tunes on his banjo, Papa plays his fiddle,
and we sing until long after dark. Mama
lets Grace stay up an hour past her bedtime—
Frank shows her how to pluck a few notes
of “It’s a Long Way to Tipperary,”
and teaches her six verses, nodding to her
when he sings “to the sweetest girl I know.”
Grace smiles up at him—she may just be
the sweetest girl any of us will ever know.
I breathe in this all-together of our life—
how can there be war in a world where
Ollie’s baritone and Emma’s alto
harmonize so perfectly?
Why Not? / Muriel
Why Not?
Muriel
Frank’s home leave threatens to eclipse
my graduation, until he asks if I’m going
to my graduation dance with anyone—
Well, no—and, if I’d like him to take me.
I’m so surprised, I almost ask the question
that pops into my mind: Was this your mother’s
idea, Frank, or yours? I stop myself because
he stutters as he asks me—M-M-Muriel,
shifting from one foot to the other—Frank
who is always so confident and full of fun.
I can’t help smiling as I answer: Yes, I’d like that.
He stops stuttering, grins, and says, Our mothers
will be happy. Exactly what I’m thinking.
A little too happy for my taste, I say.
Frank shrugs. Who says we have to tell them?
We agree—we don’t! As I’m sewing my dress
(blue satin that swirls around me when I walk), I refer to it
as my graduation dress. And when Mama asks me
if I’m going to the dance, I simply say, as she