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Chapters (122)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
  5. My Crooked Mind / Muriel
  6. Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
  7. Apple Trees / Emma
  8. Should We? / Ollie
  9. Moral Compass / Muriel
  10. Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
  11. Deep Quiet / Emma
  12. Socks / Muriel
  13. Lightning / Ollie
  14. Ten Days Home / Muriel
  15. Why Not? / Muriel
  16. A Greater Good / Muriel
  17. Someone / Muriel
  18. Would It Hurt? / Emma
  19. Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
  20. Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
  21. Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
  22. The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
  23. Frank’s Absence / Emma
  24. Rocking / Muriel
  25. Geranium / Ollie
  26. Your Son and Brother / Muriel
  27. Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
  28. Love to Everyone / Muriel
  29. 2:25 / Muriel
  30. Seeing Things / Emma
  31. Careful / Muriel
  32. Adventure / Muriel
  33. Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
  34. Blisters / Ollie
  35. Courage / Muriel
  36. Fifteen Words / Muriel
  37. Politics / Emma
  38. A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
  39. Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
  40. “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
  41. Bluebird / Emma
  42. In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
  43. A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
  44. Restless / Muriel
  45. The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
  46. Unbreakable / Muriel
  47. Names / Ollie
  48. Against the Dark Space / Muriel
  49. I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
  50. A Basket / Muriel
  51. My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
  52. Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
  53. Two Languages / Muriel
  54. Staring at Me / Ollie
  55. Invisible Thicket / Muriel
  56. Gray / Emma
  57. A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
  58. Blinding Light / Ollie
  59. A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
  60. Applesauce / Muriel
  61. White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
  62. Her Careful Signature / Muriel
  63. I Know Instantly / Muriel
  64. Blackberry Jam / Emma
  65. Mud / Muriel
  66. Changes / Ollie
  67. This Changes Everything / Muriel
  68. Take This Bread / Emma
  69. Phantom Pain / Ollie
  70. What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
  71. A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
  72. Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
  73. The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
  74. Muriel Can Help / Muriel
  75. Crazy Ideas / Muriel
  76. Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
  77. A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
  78. Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
  79. Here with Grace / Ollie
  80. Look Deeper / Muriel
  81. Could I? / Muriel
  82. Picket Line / Muriel
  83. Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
  84. Grace Brings a Message / Emma
  85. We’re Winning / Muriel
  86. An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
  87. Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
  88. Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
  89. How Close Can I Go? / Emma
  90. One Thousand Women / Muriel
  91. Strangers Together / Muriel
  92. Probably … If / Ollie
  93. Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
  94. I See That, Too / Emma
  95. Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
  96. Tipperary / Ollie
  97. Then What Happened? / Muriel
  98. Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
  99. In the Doorway / Muriel
  100. I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
  101. A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
  102. With Our Three Arms / Emma
  103. Nothing in the World / Muriel
  104. Worth Knowing / Ollie
  105. A Quick Nod / Muriel
  106. I Can See Myself / Emma
  107. Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
  108. We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
  109. My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
  110. It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
  111. Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
  112. One Hand, Drying / Emma
  113. Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
  114. The Scent of Soap / Ollie
  115. I Step onto the Train / January 1918
  116. Now, in the Distance / Muriel
  117. Epilogue
  118. Notes on the Form
  119. Acknowledgments
  120. Also by Helen Frost
  121. About the Author
  122. Newsletter Sign-up

luck, I’ll build up my muscle and look older.) I sort the

lumber. I might not finish it before … I start to

say. Before what, Ollie? I don’t answer.

Ten Days Home / Muriel

Ten Days Home

Muriel

Frank has finished his training; now

he has ten days of home leave. Then—

nobody can say for sure, but it looks like

he’ll be shipped overseas. We meet him

at the station—I’m the first to see him (I can’t

help noticing how his shoulders fill his uniform),

but I stand back when three girls surround him

as he jumps from the train, swinging his duffel bag

across his back. He scans the crowd—his eyes light on us

(on me?) as Grace sees him and runs to hug him.

He lifts her in the air and swings her high (she

almost kicks Edith Morgan in the jaw),

and Frank is ours for these few days.

We all gather at the Normans’ house for dinner—

Mrs. Norman slices a clove-studded ham; Emma’s baked

a batch of “Grandma Jean’s Best Dinner Rolls”;

Mama and I made a four-layer devil’s food cake;

and after Frank has eaten three large pieces, he plays

a few tunes on his banjo, Papa plays his fiddle,

and we sing until long after dark. Mama

lets Grace stay up an hour past her bedtime—

Frank shows her how to pluck a few notes

of “It’s a Long Way to Tipperary,”

and teaches her six verses, nodding to her

when he sings “to the sweetest girl I know.”

Grace smiles up at him—she may just be

the sweetest girl any of us will ever know.

I breathe in this all-together of our life—

how can there be war in a world where

Ollie’s baritone and Emma’s alto

harmonize so perfectly?

Why Not? / Muriel

Why Not?

Muriel

Frank’s home leave threatens to eclipse

my graduation, until he asks if I’m going

to my graduation dance with anyone—

Well, no—and, if I’d like him to take me.

I’m so surprised, I almost ask the question

that pops into my mind: Was this your mother’s

idea, Frank, or yours? I stop myself because

he stutters as he asks me—M-M-Muriel,

shifting from one foot to the other—Frank

who is always so confident and full of fun.

I can’t help smiling as I answer: Yes, I’d like that.

He stops stuttering, grins, and says, Our mothers

will be happy. Exactly what I’m thinking.

A little too happy for my taste, I say.

Frank shrugs. Who says we have to tell them?

We agree—we don’t! As I’m sewing my dress

(blue satin that swirls around me when I walk), I refer to it

as my graduation dress. And when Mama asks me

if I’m going to the dance, I simply say, as she