Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
why Muriel gets herself so involved
in politics. I don’t know why she’d want
to vote. When I look at all the things women
have to think about already—cooking, mending,
laundry, gardening, babies, keeping house—I don’t
know when we’d find time to decide who’d be the best
man (or maybe woman!) for president, and for all the rest
of the government. Voting and expressing myself won’t
change anything. Will it keep the army from sending
Ollie overseas? Will it bring Frank back home any
sooner? And what if I’m wrong? I simply can’t
be as sure of myself as Muriel, so resolved,
so certain of what’s right and good.
A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
A Long, Low Moooooooo
Ollie
Guess they got my letter. It’s great,
getting this package from home the day before
we leave. New socks (clean and dry!); oatmeal cookies;
long letter from Ma, Pa, and Muriel; one from Emma; and
a picture from Grace—I think it’s Rosie and her new calf. She
drew a big smile on Rosie’s spotted cow-face—I could swear I
heard a long, low moooooooo when I unfolded the paper, and it
occurred to me: if I tuck it into a pocket of my knapsack, with a
few of Muriel’s macaroons, it will be like a window to home. I
may run into Frank over there—he’d love to see these things.
Strong as all this hard training has made me, I still feel like
me—and I’m afraid that’s not saying much. The sun is
setting on our last day in America. Am I up to the
test I’m about to face? I don’t know.
Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket
August 1917
“Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
“Kaiser Wilson”
Muriel
I’m not sure we should let Muriel read it,
Mama says to Papa as I walk in the door.
After milking Rosie, feeding the chickens,
and helping Grace find a dozen eggs,
then bandaging a cut she got on her knee
when she fell off her swing onto a piece
of broken glass—suddenly, now, I’m a child?
What is it they’re not sure I should read? Papa
answers me before I ask: It’s a hard letter
we’ve received from Aunt Vera, Muriel. She
was injured as she held a banner in front
of the White House. Mama purses her lips.
If you’re going to tell her, tell her what
the banner said. I already know. I saw it
in the newspaper, although I didn’t know
Aunt Vera had been holding it.
The paper called it the “Kaiser Wilson
banner,” accusing President Wilson of being
like the Germans we’re fighting in the war.
HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN YOUR SYMPATHY
WITH THE POOR GERMANS BECAUSE THEY
WERE NOT SELF-GOVERNED? the banner asks,
then declares, for the president to read