Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
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Who’s to say I can’t? I have an arm, a left foot, a
right foot. We set up a system: rope, hook, and pulley.
Pa encourages me: I don’t see why it shouldn’t work. He’s sure I
can lift a bale of hay from down here on the barn floor up into the
loft—I’ll be there to pull it up and over, he says. I’m here with Grace,
who watches from a safe distance—I’m determined to do this by myself. I
lay the rope straight out on the ground and use my arm and feet to roll the
hay bale onto it. Holding the rope in place with one foot, I can tie a knot. I
do that twice, then hook the bale to the pulley rope. (It’s not hard, I’ve
often done this.) I sit on the rope’s other end as I reach and pull. A
man is more than arms and legs, Pa said. (Tell that to Emma.)
Ma argued: It’s too much to attempt at this point. (She
might be right.) The bale rises—I’m scared I’ll
lose it. I don’t. I’ve got it! Pa calls down.
Look Deeper / Muriel
Look Deeper
Muriel
These buildings—they’re enormous!
How could people build something so high?
This is Washington, D.C.! I’ve never seen so many
people in one place—everyone rushing about
as if they have important business.
That lady’s hat is three times the size of her head—
it must take a hundred hat pins to hold it in place!
Ruby Madsen meets me at the station; I recognize her
by her gold-and-purple suffrage sash, her long black curls,
just as she described herself. She’s not much older than I am.
You must be Muriel! Are you hungry? Yes, and yes—
we go to the station café and sit down.
We are expecting Vera to be release tomorrow,
Ruby tells me. Until then, I show you around.
Will you like to see National Woman’s Party
headquarters while you’re here? I nod—there is so much
to see! Ruby has been in America for two years; she came
on her own from Denmark when she was seventeen.
I’d like to hear her whole life story, but she’s
anxious to get back to the picket line.
As we leave the café, I feel a tug at my skirt—
a girl about four years old, with dirty tear streaks
down her face, holds out her hand to me. I reach
into my pocket for a coin, but Ruby shakes her head
as we walk on. It’s a bad idea, she says,
to courage beggar children. This is not
a safe place for them—someone use
that little girl. The child’s face
stays with me—shouldn’t someone
help her? As we move through the station,
more children approach us, two boys, another