Chapters (122)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- My Mind Meanders Like the Creek / April 1917
- My Crooked Mind / Muriel
- Our Lives and Our Fortunes / Muriel
- Apple Trees / Emma
- Should We? / Ollie
- Moral Compass / Muriel
- Fragrance of Lilacs, Sweet Scent of Skunk / May 1917
- Deep Quiet / Emma
- Socks / Muriel
- Lightning / Ollie
- Ten Days Home / Muriel
- Why Not? / Muriel
- A Greater Good / Muriel
- Someone / Muriel
- Would It Hurt? / Emma
- Right in Front of Everyone / Ollie
- Circles for the Crossing Stones / June 1917
- Would You Be Willing? / Muriel
- The Gentleman Should Always / Muriel
- Frank’s Absence / Emma
- Rocking / Muriel
- Geranium / Ollie
- Your Son and Brother / Muriel
- Conversation Through a Thick Curtain / July 1917
- Love to Everyone / Muriel
- 2:25 / Muriel
- Seeing Things / Emma
- Careful / Muriel
- Adventure / Muriel
- Frank Writes to Me / Muriel
- Blisters / Ollie
- Courage / Muriel
- Fifteen Words / Muriel
- Politics / Emma
- A Long, Low Moooooooo / Ollie
- Like a Rain-Soaked Wool Jacket / August 1917
- “Kaiser Wilson” / Muriel
- Bluebird / Emma
- In the Night, Through Towns / Ollie
- A Few Eggs, Five Peaches, All the Peas / September 1917
- Restless / Muriel
- The Tide That’s Drowning Millions / Emma
- Unbreakable / Muriel
- Names / Ollie
- Against the Dark Space / Muriel
- I Didn’t Mean / Muriel
- A Basket / Muriel
- My Shepherd, I Shall Want / Muriel
- Nest Blown from Its Tree / Emma
- Two Languages / Muriel
- Staring at Me / Ollie
- Invisible Thicket / Muriel
- Gray / Emma
- A Rock So Heavy / Muriel
- Blinding Light / Ollie
- A Bullet and a Bandage / Muriel
- Applesauce / Muriel
- White Shirt Crumpled in the Mud / October 1917
- Her Careful Signature / Muriel
- I Know Instantly / Muriel
- Blackberry Jam / Emma
- Mud / Muriel
- Changes / Ollie
- This Changes Everything / Muriel
- Take This Bread / Emma
- Phantom Pain / Ollie
- What Kind of Luck? / Muriel
- A Few Sentences Each Day / Muriel
- Daisies on a Pillowcase / Emma
- The Phone Rings / Two Short, One Long / Muriel
- Muriel Can Help / Muriel
- Crazy Ideas / Muriel
- Ollie’s Patchwork Story / Muriel
- A Sharp Yes-and-No Shoots Through Me / November 1917
- Toward—I Don’t Know What / Muriel
- Here with Grace / Ollie
- Look Deeper / Muriel
- Could I? / Muriel
- Picket Line / Muriel
- Sash Abandoned in the Snow / Muriel
- Grace Brings a Message / Emma
- We’re Winning / Muriel
- An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
- Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
- Nothing to Do with Nourishment / Muriel
- How Close Can I Go? / Emma
- One Thousand Women / Muriel
- Strangers Together / Muriel
- Probably … If / Ollie
- Tell Me About Your Trip / Muriel
- I See That, Too / Emma
- Lake of Shining Waters / Muriel
- Tipperary / Ollie
- Then What Happened? / Muriel
- Let’s Climb Cobb Hill / Emma
- In the Doorway / Muriel
- I Had My Rifle, Loaded / Ollie
- A Small, Cold Stone / Muriel
- With Our Three Arms / Emma
- Nothing in the World / Muriel
- Worth Knowing / Ollie
- A Quick Nod / Muriel
- I Can See Myself / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / December 1917
- We Have Reason to Believe / Muriel
- My Friend Miss Muriel / Muriel
- It Also Happened to Us / Ollie
- Blackberry-Apple Cobbler / Muriel
- One Hand, Drying / Emma
- Bluebird Stitched in Such Detail / Muriel
- The Scent of Soap / Ollie
- I Step onto the Train / January 1918
- Now, in the Distance / Muriel
- Epilogue
- Notes on the Form
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Helen Frost
- About the Author
- Newsletter Sign-up
of a prison matron is so thin her coat
is hanging off her shoulders.
Her hair is limp and oily, tied back
with a filthy scarf. Only when she leaves
the matron and comes to take my arm
do I recognize Aunt Vera, flashing
her familiar smile with the words:
We’re winning.
An Angel from Heaven / Muriel
An Angel from Heaven
Muriel
Aunt Vera needs a few days to regain
her strength. Horrible, just horrible.
I’ll tell you more about it when I can.
While I’m here, I’m helping out in Ruby’s
kindergarten class. I love the children!
At six-thirty Wednesday morning, a mother
brings her child to the door. Could you look after
Joey until school starts this morning? she asks.
No, I’m sorry, Ruby answers. I need time for making
my classroom ready to all the children.
The mother walks away, pulling Joey along.
She looks so tired and discouraged, I can’t
imagine how anyone could refuse her.
If I let him come in, Ruby explains, they are all
arriving an hour early every day. But surely
it can’t do any harm if I help, just this once.
I run to catch up with them: I’ll watch him for you.
The mother looks like she might cry. Oh, thank you, miss—
you’re an angel from heaven. Joey tentatively
takes my hand. We walk back to the playground.
Ma has to go to work, he says. If she’s late,
they’ll give her job to someone else.
I don’t like to go with her—it’s cold
where she works! His shoelace is broken; the pieces
are in knots; the shoe is falling off his foot.
I have an extra shoelace in my suitcase—
I get it for him and help him loosen the knots
so we can take the old one out and put the new one in.
He watches me tie it, then tries it himself,
and keeps on trying until he can do it.
Such a simple thing—a shoelace—but by the time
he’s tied his shoe, he’s grinning, and all day
in Ruby’s class, he won’t leave my side.
When Ruby tells a story, he sits close beside me;
when the children go outdoors, he takes my hand
to keep me with him. And when his mother
comes to pick him up, he unties his shoe,
ties it, beams up at her. Miss Muriel
teached me how, he says.
Put Grace on My Back / Ollie
Put Grace on My Back
Ollie
Stone by stone, Emma crosses carefully,
so she won’t stumble and fall in the water—carrying
Grace in her arms! Why? I run to them. Ollie, Grace fainted. I
need your help, she says. I am so happy to see you! I wade right in, up
to my knees in the cold water, lean down so Emma can put Grace on