Chapters (116)
- Title Page
- Copyright Notice
- Dedication
- PART 1
- 1. Angst
- 2. Angst and the Journey
- 3. A Girl Is Mildly Traumatized
- 4. A Girl Is Off to Colorado, Apparently
- 5. Angst and Socializing
- 6. A Girl Is Here for the Introspection
- 7. Angst and the Shower Girl
- 8.???
- 9. Angst and Fishing
- 10. A Girl Is Sampling Sisterhood
- 11. Angst and Swimming
- 12. Is a Girl Alive?
- 13. Angst and All-Consuming Confusion
- 14. A Girl Is Clammy
- 15. Angst and Older Sisters
- 16. A Girl Has Been Caught Off Guard
- 17. Angst and Flashbacks
- 18. A Girl Is Trying to Reconnect
- 19. Angst and Reprocessing
- 20. A Girl Is a Little Disoriented
- 21. Angst and Hypothetical Miracles
- 22. A Girl Is Not Doing That
- 23. Angst and Fire Choir
- 24. A Girl Is Rapt with Attention
- 25. Angst and Metal
- PART 2
- 26. A Girl Is Playing the Long Game
- 27. Angst and Hikes
- 28. A Girl Thinks This Pitch Is Going Well
- 29. Angst and Saying Yes
- 30. A Girl Is on Her Ass
- 31. Angst and Cellular Device Access
- 32. Angst and Goodbyes
- 33. A Girl Is on a Plane
- 34. Angst and the Middle Seat
- 35. A Girl Doesn’t Understand Your Compliment
- 36. Angst and LAX
- 37. A Girl Is Going to Implode if Siri Keeps Ignoring Her Calls
- 38. A Girl Has Never Been to Her Mom’s House
- 39. Angst and Salons
- 40. A Girl Appreciates a Donut
- 41. Angst and Jamie’s Room
- 42. Angst and Dad
- 43. A Girl Can Rock a Catfish
- 44. Angst and Rom-Coms
- 45. A Girl Needs Adventure
- 46. Angst and Improv Practice
- 47. A Girl Fancies Zarar
- 48. Angst and Empathy
- 49. A Girl Is Questioning Everything
- 50. Angst and Pizza Hangs
- 51. A Girl Is Taking All the Calls
- 52. Angst and Good/Bad News
- 53. Angst and Preparation
- 54. A Girl Needs to Do Better
- 55. A Girl Is on Time for Once
- 56. Angst and Emails
- 57. A Girl Gets Feedback
- 58. Angst and Expectations
- 59. A Girl Is on the Train Again
- 60. Angst and a Barbecue
- 61. A Girl Does Family Dinner
- 62. A Girl Is Braving Another Open Mic
- 63. Angst and Ice Cream
- 64. A Girl Needs a Break
- 65. Angst and Vulnerability
- 66. A Girl Is at a Rooftop Soiree
- 67. Angst and Ideas
- 68. A Girl Is Conflicted
- 69. Angst and Storytime
- 70. A Girl Is Inferior
- 71. Angst and Preparations
- 72. A Girl Meets a Family
- 73. A Girl Has Lost Control
- 74. A Girl Is a Hot Mess
- PART 3
- 75. Angst and Road Trips
- 76. A Girl Is Running on Fumes
- 77. Angst and Recall
- 78. A Girl Is Having Trouble with This
- 79. Angst and Resolve
- 80. Angst and Confrontation
- 81. A Girl Is Hanging with Her Family!
- 82. A Girl’s Head Is Spinning
- 83. A Girl Ruined Everything
- 84. Angst and Intervention
- 85. A Girl Is Not Sure How to Proceed
- 86. Angst and Support
- 87. A Girl Has Some Work to Do
- 88. Angst and Progress
- 89. A Girl Isn’t Tired
- 90. Angst and Birthdays
- 91. A Girl Is Voluntarily Here
- 92. A Girl Wants to Make It Better
- 93. Angst and Letting Go
- 94. A Girl Works a Meeting
- 95. Angst and Wine
- 96. A Girl Is Enjoying Herself
- 97. Angst and Bridges
- 98. A Girl Is Going for It
- 99. Angst and Los Angeles
- 100. Angst and Hope
- 101. A Girl Has One More Letter
- 102. A Girl Is Trying Again
- 103. Angst and Pride
- 104. A Girl Is Freaking Flying
- Epilogue
- JAMIE
- Acknowledgments
- Also by Christine Riccio
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Thank you to my sensational editor, Eileen, for making this book happen in all the ways! Thank you to the spectacular team at Wednesday Books for being so encouraging and collaborative. Thank you to DJ, Mary, Tiffany, and Kerri for all the amazing work you do.
Kat O’Keeffe! Thank you for being the first person to read the Better Together outline (and first full draft) in its raw AF form. Thank you for helping me steer it in the right direction. I’m always so grateful for your feedback and support.
Thank you, Dr. Kait McCormick-Huhn, for reading this book in its raw, super-long second-draft form! Thank you for encouraging me over the phone whenever I got neurotic and anxious about any aspect of this story, every step of the way. Your light and positivity pulled me out of so many spirals during this process. I’m so lucky to have the most amazing soul sister best friend in the universe.
Thank you to my wonderful cousin Holly Springhorn for reading this in its early form! Your feedback means so much to me. All your commentary was so helpful, heartwarming, and reassuring. I love you! Thank you so much.
Julia Friley! Thank you for helping me sort through this plot before I ever put pen to paper. Thank you for reading act one multiple times and giving me amazingly detailed notes once you finished the draft. The book did not feel complete until I got your two cents!
Thank you to Umer Durrani, Mina Divinagracia, Morgan Paige, Tiernan Bertrand-Essington, and Emma Giordano for providing such insightful, critical feedback and guidance during the drafting process!
Thank you to Jenna Presto, Jesse George, Kristina Marjieh, and Natasha Polis for your endless support, kindness, and patience throughout this long, intense year of drafting. Thank you for previewing parts of this story and sharing your thoughts and feels!
Thank you, Alex Ling, for sharing behind-the-scenes info about that ballet company auditioning life! Juan, thank you for the encouragement and love during all the intense, chaotic late nights of writing! Thanks for staying up to the wee hours to be there to celebrate with me when I finished.
Thank you, Mom and Nana, for the ocean of love and support you’ve so generously shared during my most intense moments of anxiety and self-doubt.
To my siblings Paul and Olivia, did you finish this one? Do you know that acknowledgments exist? Did you ever read the Again, but Better ones? XD Thanks for being here now (if you’re here). Thanks for inspiring various aspects of these characters’ personalities, likes, and dislikes. I love y’all. I live for the moments when the three of us are all on the same team.