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Chapters (100)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Note to Readers
  4. Dedication
  5. Prologue
  6. Part One
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Part Two
  21. Chapter Fourteen
  22. Chapter Fifteen
  23. Chapter Sixteen
  24. Chapter Seventeen
  25. Chapter Eighteen
  26. Chapter Nineteen
  27. Chapter Twenty
  28. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. Chapter Twenty-Four
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six
  34. Part Three
  35. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. Chapter Thirty
  39. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. Chapter Thirty-Six
  45. Part Four
  46. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  47. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  48. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  49. Chapter Forty
  50. Chapter Forty-One
  51. Chapter Forty-Two
  52. Chapter Forty-Three
  53. Chapter Forty-Four
  54. Chapter Forty-Five
  55. Chapter Forty-Six
  56. Chapter Forty-Seven
  57. Chapter Forty-Eight
  58. Chapter Forty-Nine
  59. Chapter Fifty
  60. Chapter Fifty-One
  61. Chapter Fifty-Two
  62. Chapter Fifty-Three
  63. Chapter Fifty-Four
  64. Chapter Fifty-Five
  65. Chapter Fifty-Six
  66. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  67. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  68. Chapter Fifty-Nine
  69. Chapter Sixty
  70. Chapter Sixty-One
  71. Chapter Sixty-Two
  72. Chapter Sixty-Three
  73. Chapter Sixty-Four
  74. Chapter Sixty-Five
  75. Chapter Sixty-Six
  76. Chapter Sixty-Seven
  77. Chapter Sixty-Eight
  78. Chapter Sixty-Nine
  79. Chapter Seventy
  80. Chapter Seventy-One
  81. Chapter Seventy-Two
  82. Chapter Seventy-Three
  83. Chapter Seventy-Four
  84. Chapter Seventy-Five
  85. Chapter Seventy-Six
  86. Part Five
  87. Chapter Seventy-Seven
  88. Chapter Seventy-Eight
  89. Chapter Seventy-Nine
  90. Chapter Eighty
  91. Part Six
  92. Chapter Eighty-One
  93. Chapter Eighty-Two
  94. Chapter Eighty-Three
  95. Author’s Note
  96. Book Club Questions for The Life We Almost Had
  97. Acknowledgements
  98. Extract
  99. Chapter One
  100. About the Publisher

‘Ice cream. You?’

‘Pringles. Once you pop.’

It was easy to talk about the inconsequential, ignoring the spark between us. I wasn’t sure if Adam could feel it too. He told me when he was growing up, he was obsessed with Eighties music and films.

‘I loved Back to the Future with Michael J. Fox,’ I said. ‘Was that the Eighties?’

‘Yep. Everyone loves Marty.’ Unabashed, Adam began to sing ‘The Power of Love’ from the movie. I joined in the chorus, knowing that everyone here was a stranger, probably never to be seen again.

‘So I know where you’d go if you could travel in time. Or what era anyway. The Eighties in…’ I appraised him. ‘America? Hollywood?’

‘Because I have film-star good looks?’ Adam smoothed back his hair.

‘I was thinking more about you seeing where they made movies rather than starring in them,’ I laughed.

‘No offence taken.’ Adam pretended to dab a tear with his napkin. ‘I’d like to see America. I’d like to see all the places I sell tickets to.’ He caught my expression. ‘I’m a travel agent.’

‘That sounds interesting.’

‘It’s a means to an end. I’ve been saving to see the world and working there has meant I can plan it all out properly, and get a staff discount. I leave next month.’

I fixed my smile in place. There was no reason for me to be disappointed. It’s not like I’d see him again after this holiday, but melancholy settled heavily in my stomach once I knew that we wouldn’t even be in the same country.

I stretched my mouth into a smile. ‘Where are you going?’

‘Thailand, Italy, China. India. Everywhere. I want to see it all. Everything. I’m a frustrated Christopher Columbus. Tell me something about you, Anna Adlington.’

‘I can play flute up to Grade 4.’ I watched his face for his reaction. ‘You look underwhelmed. Okay, you’ll be blown away by this one.’

Adam drummed the table with his fingertips.

‘I know the offside rule,’ I said triumphantly.

‘I am impressed!’

I knew he would be; he’d mentioned he loved football. We continued chatting about the superficial. The things that are easy to share. But even then there was something more to us. Something deeper. An affinity I was trying so hard to ignore. My rational mind kept pointing out that he was leaving in a month.

This is not a date.

‘I want to show you something,’ Adam said after we’d split the bill. We left the restaurant and headed away from our resort past various bars. Vendors attempting to entice us inside with promises of half-price pitchers and cheap cocktails.

‘Come, come. Photo. Photo.’ A man ushered us over to a lonely parrot perched inside a cage too small for him to spread his wings. A cage whose stench made my stomach roil. ‘You pay. I take picture.’